Diary of a broken heart

💜 chapter 10💜

Usman

I felt really bad for what I did, I shouldn't have acted like a jerk  and brought her home before the party. She might have her reasons and thanks to me now she'll miss the bridal shower.
   She has been crying ever since we came back and she locked up herself in the room. I tried talking to her but she didn't respond. I kept calling her phone but no response.

If first love finds out about this then am so dead. God help me please.

It's been awhile since I heard her sobs I think she fell asleep. I felt terrible and guilty.
"What if she fainted? Or perhaps she's hungry?I just hope she is fine." I thought.

I came back from the mosque and saw her coming out of the kitchen dressed all cute but her her face looks so pale and her eyes are swollen.

I saw fear written all over her face. She's scared of me now and I know she hates me now because she thinks am a beast.
I wanted to apologise to her and even before I knew it, she was running up the staircase.

I kept yelling furiously at her to open the door but she didn't. I went back to my room and plugged my earphones. I played happier song by Ed Sheeran cos that is one of the things that calms me down. He's my favorite musician.
  I was so engrossed in the song when a message popped into my phone. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the sender. I immediately opened it hoping I will see something positive.
  "I was so happy coming to sokoto until today. I was enjoying my stay here with all of you especially you. You became my favorite person here and we even became partners but after today, I don't want to be your partner anymore. You've drawn a line of boundary between us so I will gladly respect it. Thanks for everything."
                                     Zahra Saleh

"Innalillahi wa Inna ilaihi rajiun! Shikenan I f**cked up wlh. Now she hates me goddamit" I yelled punching the wall.

I was deep in thought that I didn't even notice Mamu was standing at the door.
"Yaya mun dawo. Kuma first love na kira" she said briefly and left.
   "By the look on her face, I knew she was upset and she had the right to be. I made her best friend missed the bridal shower.

"Okay ganinan zuwa" I replied briefly and followed her downstairs.
 
First love kun dawo? Ya gajiya?
Lafiya lau son. Ashe daughter ba lafiya Kuma baka Kira ni ba? You should have told me ai.

I glanced at Zahra who was sitting next to first love engrossed in her phone.
I sighed and nodded.
"Son what is wrong with you? You look pale and worried." She asked.

"Bakomai wlh fah kawai na gaji ne" I said.
"Okay tohm shikenan ai dama I wanted you to take your sisters to your aunt's house tomorrow morning. Zahra wants to move there till after the wedding." She stated making me startle.

What!!! Why must they go there? Haba first love?" I said looking confused.
That's my decision and it's final. No more what,ifs and buts Okay??

Okay I sighed defeatedly. Why does she have to leave? I know I messed up but at least she should give me a chance to make up. I will talk to her tonight Insha Allah. I kept talking to myself and thinking about what to do.

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Zahra❤️

I called Mamu earlier and pleaded with her  not to tell first love about what happened because I didn't want Yaya to be scolded.
  We decided that the reason I left early with him was because I was sick and I also decided to be avoiding him.

After Mama came back, I told her I wanted to stay with aunty najmah till after the wedding and she agreed and asked Mamu to go and call Yaya.
   He was looking so pale and weak when he came in. Serves him right.

I didn't miss the shock on his face after he heard what first love said. He looked at me hoping for eye contact but I refused.
"This is what you get for making me miss the bridal shower" I whispered and smirked.

" Mama since you are leaving early tomorrow, why don't we go together so Yaya can sleep peacefully." I suggested hoping she would agree.
" Okay fine then go and tell your brother not to bother waking up early". She said and I grinned.

" I knew he wanted an opportunity to talk to me so am blocking all his chances. He had no idea who he messed up with. I winked at Mamu and we smiled.
     Thanks to her and Zara our plan was great.

" I went to the kitchen and grabbed some food and a bottle of coke before going to the bedroom. The thought of him waiting for me in the midnight made me giggled.

Zara was sent to tell Yaya that we are leaving by 10am tomorrow after that we packed our bags, gisted a little and then sleept off.

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Usman

   I waited for an hour and a half but there was no sight of her.
Normally by now she would have been here and today she isn't.
   I even cooked her favorite (spaghetti and egg) as an apology for my behaviour amma she didn't because she's avoiding me.

I went back to my room without eating but hoping that tomorrow during the ride, I will talk to her.
Let's see how you will avoid me Zahra.

I smirked and laid down deep in thoughts. Soon I drifted into a deep slumber.

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