Megan Pov
2:37 pm
Its been almost a week since the altercation at the Christmas party. Ive been very distant from beyonce since then and I have yet to pick up my things from her place. Ive been to scared and nervous about seeing her face to face again. But I was running out of clothes to wear and half of the clothes I do have are at her house so I decide to go today.
Beyonce and I have had not been associating with each other in any way and im not sure how this is gonna go. Im thinking about just dropping past her house because I dont wanna got through the trouble of texting her but I dont think me just popping up at her doorstep with no warning would be smart. I decided to call after procrastinating for 15 minutes.
"h-hello" I said
"what megan"
"I was just wondering if it would be okay for me to stop past your place today to come grab my things" I said
"I told you to come get your things almost 2 weeks ago megan"
"I know but ive been busy and I was a little afraid to speak to you since what happened at the party" I said
"afraid ? afraid of what? baby I ain't gonna hurt you" she said in a very sarcastic way yet still a little serious
"I know you would never..but I felt like you needed space for a while " I said
"yes I did.. I still do but its great speaking to you....it feels like its been years and I miss you"
"you do" I said
"yes I miss you a lot and I hope that it soon goes away but it was nice talking to you"
"im sorry" I said
"yeah yeah its fine "
"I love y-" I said before she rudely interrupted me
"you can come past in an hour megan. goodbye"
she hung up.
She didn't even let me finish my sentence and I could tell she was on the verge of crying from the sound of her voice. I didn't know if I should go to her place or not, with that phone call I know for sure things are going to be tense and akward between us.
Beyonce POV
3:30 pm
Its been almost a hour since me and megan got off of the phone and im patiently waiting for her show up...well not patiently im very nervous about what is gonna happen but I just want it to be over with.
I hear the door bell ring and I knew it was and her .. my heart instantly stopped. why was I feeling like this? why am I so scared? . I opened the door to megan standing there in her big red fur coat shivering with something hiding behind her back. I laughed at how her lips were trembling from the coldness and I invited her in.
"you know you can come in ms.stallion" I said
"thank you"
as she stepped into the house and got snow all over my floors I headed to the storage room to get all of her things that I packed up for her and something to get the snow up from off of the floor. but as I started walking away I turned back and seen what she was hiding behind her back. she bought me flowers? I continued walking towards the storage room so she wouldn't notice me looking at her . I smiled awfully damn hard for some flowers but I had to make sure that this was just about her coming to get her things. not about our past relationship. I got her things and started walking back to the living room and handed her , her things.
"I packed everything for you" I said
"oh my uh thank you very much"
"no problem.." I said lowly
" I have something for you if you dont mind"
she handed me the flowers and also she had a big blue box of chocolates and a chanel bag
"megan why" I said as she handed me my gifts
"because you deserve them"
" but we aren't together and this stuff is expensive" I said
"but I still love you and I know how much you wanted that bag so I thought it would be nice to give it to you no matter what terms we are on"
"I dont know if i can take this from you megan . I can buy it myself but I appreciate it" I said
"so you want me to take everything back? even your favorite flowers?"
"no I wa- i mean yes but I mi- can you just go" I said lowly
"sure"
as she started to walk away I could tell by looking in her eyes she was hurt. and this is what I was afraid of. making our current situation worse, I thought I was able to handle talking to her face to face but were both so stubborn and never say exactly what we feel and my emotions are everywhere, of course i wanna talk to her but its very difficult to even look at her. but I decided to sit down and talk to her about everything
"wait lets talk" I said as megan turned around
"but d-you just told me to leave"
"I know but I didn't mean that just come talk to me " I said
"okay"
"put your stuff down and come over here" I said
she put her things down and walked back to the living room and sat on the couch next to me
"what do you wanna talk about"
" us and everything that happened that night . I just dont know why i cant understand things i need you to speak to me" i said
"i did try to push that girl off of me but you know that didn't work so well"
"i dont care about her . you still chose to do it so why?" i said
"i honestly dont know. i have no excuse for that shit because i know it was wrong and i know that i hurt you"
"you did" i said
"im sorry for hurting you and letting that happen. i should've been more cautious of everything and.. how you feel and our relationship and i ruined that "
"its okay i guess. you know that i dont hold grudges towards anyone. especially not you and my love for you has not changed " i said
"can we start again you think"
" i dont know right now but i want us to be bestfriends again i miss you so much. i just have to be careful " i said
" i understand"
" you can talk to me about anything whenever you want you know that " i said
" yes i do. i just wanted to give you space"
"thank you... so you have anything planned for this week?" i said
" actually no i dont suprisngly"
" do you wanna do something together? anything , ill let you pick" i said
" is that even a question ? of course"
" wellll tell me what you wanna do ms.stallion" i said
"you'll find out "
