i was empty of joy and darkness surrounded me. i gave up living life and existed for the sake of it. i was filled with sadness and anxiety trembled in my bones. an aura of melancholy would form everywhere i'd go everywhere but
him
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"i can't stay with my step-mum" he slightly whispered, as he saw her coming closer to him, as he took steps back, almost bumping into harry.
"so, you want to run away?" she screamed, continuing, "where would you stay even?" her eyebrows raised.
"i give you food, water, shelter, clothes, everything, i am a proper mother, what do i not do what a mother does?" she scoffed.
"but do you provide me with love?" niall gently put out this statement. "do you provide me with a reason to live or destroy it every single time i try to find it?" he said, on the verge of falling apart.
"b-but i do give you food and water an-" she felt silent, her eyes closed as the blondie knew it was his time, his time to speak, speak without any fear.
"you provide me with means to live, but you don't provide me with a reason?" he continued, "every single day, i am on the brink of feeling like to just disappear, disappear from this world, and for forever."
"i found harry, but you try every single minute to try to take him away from me, to put me into misery, and you say you care for me." he shouted, his face had turned red, green veins appearing near his eyebrows, as she looked still, a bit silence.
"but i can't just let you be gay. i-it's, um, a sin." she replied, stutteringly, she ran out of meaningful points and just kept her mouth shut.
"but he is the reason i live, the one who provides me with love, probably, my guardian angel. it's not a sin, it isn't, but if it gives me a reason to wake up everyday, to feel happy and carefree, to measure the worth of my existence, then i don't even care if it's a sin." he finished.
harry's eyes had softened, as he cupped niall's cheeks and gently planted a kiss on either sides, as niall had his eyes pouring with water, whether it was joyous tears, or the ones filled with grief, it was very uncertain.
"you make your choice then, him or me." she ragingly, yet confidently said.
"it'd never be you." the blue eyed boy replied, hugging the other lad, as the world seemed to fall silent for just for a moment, maybe.
