you tell me i am a people pleaser and that i cannot be trusted.
what about the times i needed a parent?
what about the times i looked up to you just for you to make me feel like shit about myself?
i was never a people pleaser.
all i ever did was try to earn your approval.
i will never try to do that again.
i won't let you have that privilege.
i won't let myself go through that hurt.
