Listen here, I may haven't told you how much I missed everything about us,
But I still find myself reading our past chats.
I told myself I will stop pretending,
But I still find myself leaving.
The cheerful persona I had turned into a cold one,
I didn't even notice that I, myself, is gone.
Yes, I laugh and I smile, but that doesn't mean I'm happy,
Memories of the competition fill my mind as I stare into my trophy.
I miss those times we'll hang out after our examinations,
I hope I can still give you explanations.
I haven't even realized how empty I felt until now,
I don't know, I also asked myself "how?"
I'm gone.. I'm gone and I don't know how to revive me,
I don't know, I don't know, You whom I can't see.
I noticed the mint green walls of the house,
Then there's anxiety, stress and emptiness, the cat, and I'm the mouse.
I look at the empty glass in the top of our table,
I'm sorry I can't respond to your calls.
I drank the water,
Hoping my loneliness will falter.
Strong gust of wind opens our door,
I could feel the coldness on the floor.
I looked at the grey cement built as our stair,
Can't I receive the same care?
I don't know anymore. I'm trapped in this jail,
And I can never again see the trails.
I'm stuck in my bed, sitting all alone,
Staring into my phone!
I don't know anymore, I don't know who I am anymore,
By the way, what's life for?
I don't know anymore.. How can I live like this?
I still feel like I'm getting chased by bees.
I tried to leave.. again..
It gives nothing but pain.
I'm sorry for not being the best,
I'm sorry.. I'll be taking a long rest.
Okay, I think this is longer than the other onneeeee, cut and cut :>
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Nightingale (A Poetry Collection)
Poetry:a small brown European bird that sings a beautiful song especially at night. Just some random poems I had in mind... I usually thought of this around nighttime hence the title XD Btw, all of this doesn't make sense ┐(￣ヘ￣)┌ This book is dark, please...
