Strange Feelings (oumasai)

Chapter 19 TW- BULLYING/CRYING

I just wanna say how much I love you guys being like  "kaito would you kindly stfu" CUZ I HATE HIM SM IN THIS ESSAY I WILL-

Shuichi pov:

I get up out of bed and reach my hand out to help kokichi up

"NNNNNO!" kokichi turned around

"what? What's the matter? "
"I DONT WANNA GO SCHOOL!"
"I skipped for you once and I'm not going to do it again. Get up."

Kokichi grunted
"I hate you"
"love you too, kokichi. Now get up"

Kokichi paused for a moment

....
....
"NO!" he flopped back down putting the pillow over his head.

"alright, fine. You got me. I'll bring you up breakfeast and you can have it in bed, but then you have to get up"

"ill only eat it if u feed it mee!"
"why would I do that"
Kokichi pouted
"WAAAAAAAAAA AA" he began fake crying.
"ALRIGHT GEE FINE"

I make my way outside the door to go to the kitchen, as kokichi refused to join me

"ah, good morning shuichi!" kaede said with a smile

"M-morning"
"Where's kokichi?"
" I'm bringing him breakfeast as he is refusing to get out of bed"
"that lazy liar!"
"he's not that bad"
"still, shuichi. Don't you admit he's annoying?"

Kokichi pov:

I hear shuichi and kaede talking outside the door

Kaede... What's she doing Here?

I get up and put my ear on the door to hear what they where talking about

"that lazy liar!"

Who.. Me?
"he's not that bad"
"but still, don't u admit he's a little annoying?"
"kaede dont-"
"kokichi has never treated you right! He's a bully! How could you love him?"

I felt my heart shatter.

"a bully..? Im not.. I never ment to... I was just trying to help" I felt something wet fall down on my cheek, I began crying.

I run back down to my bed and cover my mouth to make sure no one heard me.

I.. I'm a monster. I never ment to hurt anyone. T-that wasn't my intention!

she's right. Shu should never love me. Why would he? Does that mean he's lying?... Lying about loving me? I began to cry even more

I knew it. It was too good to be true. No one will love me, never.

I hear the door slowly open

"kokichi?" shuichi said, looking at me with food in his hand. He put it down on the table and ran to me.

"kokichi! Kokichi what happened?"

"y-you l-lie- d-dont-"

Shuichi sat next to me and held my hands.
"shhhh calm down, I cant understand you. What did I do?"
"Y-YOU DONT LOVE ME! YOU LIED!"
"what? What the hell are you talking about?"
"you don't - you don't love me!"
"and who told you that?"
"M-ME!!!"
I began to cry even more

"alright, kichi, come here"
"but you dont-"

Shuichi grabbed me and hugged me tightly, my head on his chest, still crying

"I don't think you understand how much i love you, really, I love you so much and youll never even be able to understand that. I can't put it into words. I know you are struggling, but I want you to never think that I don't love you. In a way it hurts me too, knowing that you don't believe me. But I do love you kokichi. I always have"

I stop crying  and look up at shuichi,he puts his hands on my cheek

"shuichi..."
Before I was able to say anything shuichi pulled me into a kiss.

A-AGAIN? H-HE'S KISSING ME!

After a few minutes we pull away

"so.. So does this mean you love me"

Shuichi giggled
"of course it does"

Sorry for the late chapter again!!!!