The Vision

confession

"Introvert people can't date , they only smile" my cousin taunted
I was busy staring at the screen, if would I get a message.
"Ben" 2 messages, it popped on my screen.

"Will talk to you later, I am not feeling well"

"Goodnight"

She wasn't a baby girl kind of person, so I enquired if it's all right or not.

She called me up,
All I could hear was her deep breaths,
--"are ..you..".
I was stopped, I was never a good oretor neither I could show sympathy , I lacked words.
I never had anyone beside me during my "depression period" yes I was diagnosed with clinical depression, did try to attempt suicide.

--"I met Allena"
Allena was her ex, so called ex.

--"so?" I asked
-- "what do you mean by so?"
-- " so, next"

-- "she's getting engaged with a man"

--"she's bisexual or straight " I enquired

-- "she used me, to cool her burning desire" she was crying.

--"The w..war..warmth of you ..your.."

--"what? " her voice changed

-- " The warmth of your body,ignited my soul up, it's.. it's different "

--"you mean?"

-- "I love ..you" I confessed

She hung up on me.

Next morning, I received three texts from her
Intially, I assumed it to be "I " "love" "you"
But my assumption failed again.

It was written:

"Oh shit"
"What happened to you"
"What did I do"

I cursed myself for such stupid deeds, followed by the drama.

I left her a message ,apologizing for what I did.

I wrote " sorry, I lost my mind ,I don't know , there's nobody whom I could throw these bullshits at, you are my crush after all , extremely sorry, please consider me"

I got a reply which stated
"Its okay ,I don't have a problem"

For what I wanted to ask, was she absolutely okay with my proposal?

I didn't sleep for seventy two hours, waiting for some good news to knock up.