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heartache hurts 😗🖕✨👅💔Part 18

I sighed as I looked at my phone Derek's been spamming me as usually  I got up and went to the bathroom and put a blue shirt on and some ripped jeans after that I went downstairs the house was mad quiet 

"Nateee" I said as I got downstairs I looked around me and he wasn't there 

"Nate come on your always the first one down here get your ass over here buddy!!," I yelled

"hey why were you yelling I was in the living room this whole time," said Nate

"dumb ass I was looking for you yesh you sacred me" I said to him 

"don't you have school?" asked Nate 

"no I'm not gonna today I don't wanna see Mia just for today I can't stand her ass" I said him 

"well do you want food?" asked Nate 

"about time something good came out of ya mouth ass hole" I said to him 

"uh hug me first pleaswee" he said making a puppy face I rolled my eyes and hugged him 

"okay that's enough go make me food I'ma be upstairs tell me when your done" I said 

I went upstairs to my room and locked the door I called Derek 

"moring bicth" I said to him 

"moring bae" he said in a raspy voice 

"hold up hold up the fuck was that" I said laughing 

"I just woke up Jordon" he said 

"tuff for you" I told him 

"you free this afternoon" I said to him 

"is that why you called so I can drive you places," he said 

"yeee you were spamming my phone last night," I said 

"okay and.." he said 

"anyways are you free?" I asked him 

"uh no I'm not sorry" he said 

"are you sure" I said to him 

"yea Jordon I can't come today I have to meet up with someone," he said 

"who?" I asked him 

"can't say" he said 

"okay I understand," I said to him 

"I hope you do" he mumbled 

"what was that Derek ?" I asked him 

"nothing I gotta bai" he said hanging up on me 

I rolled my eyes 

"hey your food's ready" said Nate 

"yay food" I said to myself I ran downstairs 

"yesh this is mad good" I said to him 

"yeah it's whatever though you okay you look sad" he said 

"nah I'm fine Derek was being an ass" I said 

"he better be treating you right" said Nate 

"nah he is" I said 

"well tell me if anything happens," he said as he gave me a kiss on the forehead 

"yeah thanks, Nate you should hook with Addison," I told him

"nah I wanna be with you Jordon," he said  

"well that's gonna be a long wait dumb ass" I told him 

"it's worth it" he said whispering in ear he grabbed my waist and slowly rubbed my  thigh 

"hey hey not while I'm eating Nate" I said he backed away smirking at me  

"well I'm out to take a walk I'm stuffed" I said to Nate 

"kay see ya later" he said I got up and went outside I sighed to myself I felt at ease than I bumped into a guy wham just like that  I looked up to see..... A/N: howdy who do you think she sees I wouldn't leave yall in suspense 

I looked up to see my Ex-boyfriend  Brandon

"Brandon the fuckkk what are you doing here" I said to him

"jezz not even a hello or how are you" he said 

"ugh fine hi how are you I hoped your life was hell" I said to him he smiled 

"thanks, I was doing just fine" he said 

"how's you and Jessica?" I asked him 

"um we broke up" he said 

"hahahahaha bicth too bad for you," I said to him 

"yeah your still the same rude girl I left," he said touching my hair lightly which made my skin shiver 

"too bad you left me for Jessica now your ass broke," I said to him 

"too bad I still making you shiver every time I touch you," he said as he stroked my face 

"your hands are cold move along I have a boyfriend I don't need your pity witty ass to hell with you " I said to him 

"wow who's this lucky man?" he asked me 

"Derek Trendz," I said to him 

"good for you then I just hope he's not the same guy who just posted on Instagram with his girlfriend," said Brandon 

"what did you say" I said to him he pulled out his phone and showed me the picture it was Derek and Mia kissing 

"how what and" I said 

"I'm sorry he's still your boyfriend," said Brandon

"shut up I'ma call him right now" I said taking my phone out of my pockets 

"Derek" I said 

"yea what's up" he asked me 

"Derek how could you" I said 

"what are you taking about?" asked Derek 

"you were with mia all along" I said my voice was tearing up 

"it's not what it looks like I- " I hanged up on him

"you really have no luck with guys do you," said Brandon  

"Leave me alone," I said walking back home crying  

"Nateee" I said as I got home 

"hey why are you crying" he said I ran and gave him a hug 

"Nate he Derek," I said sobing 

"what happened it's okay tell me" he said 

"Derek cheated on me" I said I hugged Nate tighter 

"hey you're better off  without him Jordon" he said 

"I loved him so much I trusted him I gave him everything all of me" I said sobbing he rocked me side by side he kissed my chin softly 

"I'm tried of crying I wanna go to sleep" I told him 

"okay Jordon" he said he picked me up and carried me to my room 

"Jordon the Pleasure of love lasts but a moment the pain of love lasts a lifetime." he said to me 

"how do I stop hurting?" I asked him 

"you move on," he said stroking my face he kissed my neck slowly 

" One year for every year you dated. Two years for every year you dated. It's just a matter of willpower: The day you decide it's over, it's over. You never get over it" he said to me 

I cried even harder than before I climbed on his lap I gave him a side hug and I laid back on the bed with him.