My brothers best friend

Isnt it obvious

Jules PoV
I walked slowly into the Gryfindor common room half sleeping. Slowly walking up the steps and falling into my bed I didn't get any sleep because of the hospital wing beds those beds are terrible and itchy ugh and one other little reason ADRAIN I thought about him all night. All of my life I have known him and have always been drawn to him. But I don't want to be he is the school heartthrob, older, popular, fucking sexy, experienced in sex boy and I was practically nothing compared to him. He can have any girl he wants and- I have did it again I'm thinking about him again fuck this boy makes me mad my thought train always ends up with Adrian like I will end up writing on one of my O.W.L Adrian as my answer. I go into my covers and fall asleep a good well needed sleep.

Adrian POV
This girl is driving me crazy I always choose to forget about the thought and push it to the back of my head but she doesn't budge. Juliette is a permanent mark in my head I don't deserve her she is the most gorgeous, brave, kind, the list goes on and what am I a crappy slytherin that she probably sees me as an older brother. Fuck I could have any girl I want actually I have a girlfriend but I want the only one that dosent want me waw don't I sound selfish. Even though I don't deserve her I need her and the worst part is she has boys falling over there feet for her and she is completely oblivious I mean she is innocent she hasn't kissed anybody since Seamus who was her first kiss. Ugh I did it again I'm thinking about her I went back to sleep because I was up all night thinking of her.

Jules POV
I was eating breakfast when I heard wolf howling behind me but not by a wolf by boys. I get up to see what there whistling at my god I wish I didn't it was Adrian and his girlfriend kissing but not normal kissing it was a steamy one. Tongue full on passionate kiss I stormed away and didn't look back, why does this happen to me. It's feels like I'm the only one at the school who's life is soo boring and nothing fun happens in it anymore I mean take a look at Seamus he's doing perfectly fine without me, Adrian seems to be doing better than fine. James has a new girlfriend every week and then me my life is terrible. I got up and grabbed a broom and flew up high into the sky, it was sun set so it was a great view. I was soo high on the sky I couldn't see the school above clouds the pinky orangey air intoxicating my breath. It was amazing, I leaned my body forward so I could lean on my broomstick with my stomach and gazed at the sun. I no longer felt sad or bored in fact I didn't feel anything I felt numb. But a good numb a soft numb, relaxing sort, I wasn't going back tonight whatsoever I liked it too much up there the breeze so soft and calm.

It soon was dark but I wasn't scared in fact I was fascinated. The stars glowing scattered about carelessly but so beautifully fitted in the navy dark blue sky and the big moon. I was probably up there for soo long hours upon end but had no hunger, tiredness nothing just feeling free.

I soon flew down of and hopped of my broom and looked for the underground tunnels for Hogwarts. It lead to a gorgeous green house looking area that would be comfortable to look at the stars in.

Finally morning came by then I was shattered. I got to the common room ignoring everyone's questions and ran upstairs to my dorm and plopped into bed falling easily to sleep. But the same thought coming into my head isn't it obvious, obvious that Adrian drives me mad.