Give Me Time (Mpreg) Short Story

Month 1

  I still can't look at it. I still can't look at it. So I put a blindfold on my eyes.

  I can't touch it. I can't touch it. So I put gloves on my hands.

  It was in the bathtub. With only a little bit of water and I shakily held it in my hands. I could feel it's head on my left hand, and it's back on my right. The sponge was near the counter and I took a deep breath. I am doing this. I am doing this.

  I grabbed the sponge that already had baby soap in it and dabbed it in the water to make it more soapy. I gulped. I slowly dabbed it on it's petite arm. I'm surprised it hasn't started crying. And I'm relieved.

  I can feel it's baby fat.

  "Plah! Plbbbbb!" I winced. Why? I don't know. I rubbed the sponge around it's legs and it's stomach. The baby has a few hairs growing on its little head. Maybe I'll over come this. Maybe Sasuke won't have to leave me. He won't have to deal with this all alone.

  Maybe I'll be a good parent. Maybe the baby won't hate me. Maybe we'll all be happy together.

  "WAHHHHH!~ WAHHHH!~ WAHHHHH!~" no fuck. No. No. No. No. No. Stop! I must've accidentally got soap in it's eyes.

  Thud.

  I dropped it. Now it's crying more. I immediately took off my blindfold. Stop crying! I don't know what to do! I don't know what to do! Okay there isn't enough water for the baby to drown! It's fine! It's fine! It's fine! Stop crying!

  I didn't do anything!

  I didn't do anything!

  Hurt it.

  I didn't do anything!

  Hurt it.

  I can't stop shaking! Calm down Naruto! It's fine! It's okay!

  "STOP CRYING! Please!" I yelled, causing it to cry louder.

  "I didn't do anything.." I whispered to myself. I crawled backwards and hit the corner of the counter with my head. Fuck! It hurts!

  Crack!

  Fuck! I broke the vase! I broke the glass vase! I broke it!

You can make it stop crying.

  Don't listen to it Naruto. Don't. Don't. Dont. Don't.

  It's crying like you cried.

  No. No. No. No. Sasuke. Sasuke help me. Help me. Sasuke help me! Help me please! Sasuke help me! I felt tears prickle in my eyes and go down my cheeks. They were like a waterfall.

  Sasuke help me. I'm alone again. Sasuke hurry come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back.Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back.Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back. Come back.

  Just do what he did to you.

  I'm not going to listen to you. Oh my fucking god stop crying! Stop it!

  He can stop crying if you just..

  Fuck! Shut up! I know but I can't! I can't! I can't hurt it!

  Grab the glass.

  My hands moved on their own. I slipped off the blue rubber gloves and picked up the glass.

  Grab it's hands.

  No! Stop moving. I bit my lip hard enough to make it bleed! Stop crying for fuck's sake!

  He'll stop crying.

  He'll..stop..crying?

  Just do it.

  Just do it?.. I..

  I heard steps, and the door handle twisting.

  I placed the glass on the floor and brought my hands up. Then,

  "Naruto!" I brought them down to hit the glass.

  The pain is lovely. "Naruto what the fuck?!" I leaned my head on the counter and watched Sasuke as he picked up the baby and wrapped it in a beige towel.

  Yeah of course. Sasuke cares more about the baby than me right?

  No, how could I think that. The baby is just small and frail and doesn't know anything about our world.

  "Naruto.." I saw Sasuke's face go into my line of vision.

  "I'm crazy." I muttered. His eyes looked at me with sympathy. He had a frown and dark eye bags. He looked paler than usual. I guess that's what happens when you have a crazy husband with glass impaled in his hands.

  "No Naruto..you aren't crazy." Liar.

  "I'm crazy Sasuke. I chuckled. "I just..I wanted to..I wanted to help but..I can't.." He took ahold of my wrists and looked at my palms.

  "You should find a capable mom." I choked out. But I regretted saying it. I don't want him to leave me. I'm so selfish. "No Naruto, we went over this again. I fucking love you." I couldn't help but blush.

  "I love you too Sasuke.." I blushed harder. He grinned at me and grabbed the First Aid Kit. He started slowly pulling out the glass, making me flinch. I almost curled my left hand into a fist but it had glass too. Making me grit my teeth in pain.

  "Is..Is it back again?.." He said while carefully pulling out the glass, which was covered in my crimson blood. He had a worried expression on his face.

  I looked to the side and groaned when he put alcohol over it. "S-Sa!..Sasuke!" It hurts like hell. "Stop making those sounds." I could see a little blush creep on his cheeks. I would laugh but I would probably start screaming. Then I remembered his question.

  I nodded.