your name is coral and you are a mermaid. but you are a very important mermaid, you are born with special power that cannot be known to anyone. you were born in Atlantis the hidden underwater kingdom, you were born a princess. but a woman came in se...
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I miss him so much it hurts.
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This was his note he wrote before he died and reading this broke me.
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I told my dad about it and he said oh well why do you cry or celebrate this? He said that he is going to hell because that is a sin and I am doing a sin by celebrating him. And he said that I'm acting foolish and that he is weak for that because it is the fast way to go. I told him I have severe depression and I know what Jonghyun is going through because I tried suicide and he got mad at me. He said hurtful things and said it is not the Christian way. But I don't have a religion and I don't want to hear this. He didn't even hug me or anything the whole time I cried he looked at me like he was disappointed in me. He looked at me like I had gone mad. My sister laughed and said wow your crying over that. She didn't care. My step dad said he will try to understand my depression and he will be there whenever I needed and I could always talk to him. But every time I try to open up or go to him he wants to say that is a sin and he didn't raise me like this and I'm crazy. He basically makes fun of me. He told me he would always be there because my real dad wasn't always there but he couldn't keep his word. Telling someone you will be there for them and they trust you enough to tell you their problems and tell you how they feel only for you to break their soul. That is fucked up and the fact that they trusted you and you broke that. When someone tells you something like that you shouldn't do things like this because you are lucky they even opened up to you. It takes courage to open up to someone but you go and destroy that courage.you wonder why my grades are bad and why I am the way I am. You broke a bond, you broke that person. You raised me since the day I was born you were supposed to be my dad but you hurt your own daughter. You don't do that to a child, you don't force them to be something that they are not. You don't promise your child these things only for you to break a promise that cannot be fixed. You broke a bond that was important to me and you can't get that same bind back. I'll put on a smile and act like I always have but you won't see that real smile. I'll stop telling you what I like and when something good happens, I'll stop telling you my problems and going to you for help. I'll just keep to myself and you will never know anything about me anymore. If you can't treat me like you said you would then don't expect the same from me. This is coming from a broken daughter of a fucked up family. And to anyone else who is out there know you are not alone and if you need you can text me I'm always here.
