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𝖆 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖍 𝖇𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖆𝖎𝖗

| Chicago July-3-11|

I  made my way out the door by myself today because mama dropped off sai at the daycare this Morning even though he probably won't stay for long i got the fresh air I needed I looked around there was no sign of anyone I knew there where just kids playing on the side of the road jumping rope playing football and some older kids playing basketball

"Hollywood!"I heard somebody call out making me turn to see the one and only Dayvon  and he was just coming by his self I watched as he made his way the porch now standing on the side of the rail "watchu doing out here"he asked looking around like somebody was supposed to be with me "Just getting sum air you know"I answered shrugging "yea I'm surprised you came outside you normally holding my lil folks hostage in he house speaking of it where he at"von asked looking around for sai

One thing for certain was that Von and sai where close ever since we got here that's all he asks for me and Von weren't friends him and sai where and I accepted that because as anyone could tell I never liked Von as much as he didn't like me I just wasn't that quick to show it

"Daycare my mother signed him up last week i think I told you that if I'm not mistaken"I said getting a flash back of last week when me Kayla and Von where all chilling on the porch where we normally all meet and I told him that sai was going to start going to daycare this week von kissed his teeth then looked me straight in the eyes "you never told me that why you lying if you don't want me to see my son just say dat"he said making me roll my eyes "ok von whatever you say"I said trying to end the argument I sat quiet facing forward as a man walked by "baby mama's ain't shit ain't that right gang?"Von called out to the man

My attention went straight to Von with a shocked face I looked over to the man who was standing there looking like he didn't hear what Von said "what you say"the man asked "leave that man alone Von"I said quietly tryna be discreet about it von didn't even care to look my way before he said "I said baby mamas aint shit ain't that right gang"Von said louder this time making the man nod "they ain't never gon be shit lemme tell you sum never trust a bitch who can suck dick with no hands you get her pregnant then boom you on child support and homeless"the man explained making my eyes widen at the words I where hearing what does  he mean suck- and why would he say that infront of children

"Damn gang you know this my babymama right she won't let me see my son fa shit but you stay safe g"he yelled at the man who was still looking for conversation von motioned for me to follow him so I got up and did "where are we going I'm tired"I yawned and said I had just got out the shower and woke up even though everything was set I was still tired I just wanted to sleep all day now that I finally had days off from being with sai even though I missed him and being home alone was kinda scary "you hungry Hollywood"he asked pulling out his phone "ugh I yea I haven't ate anything all day I don't have any money on me though so I'm good"I said making Von jerk his head up

"Yea you right damn that's tuff cause I'm finna go get sum ihop"Von said making me sigh even though I was kinda sad and hungry I still didn't want to be by myself so I just looked down at my necklace and started to play with it "you know I'm just fuckin witchu Hollywood"he said letting out a laugh then nudging my elbow "yea I knew"I said letting a fake awkward laugh "my bad for cussing"he said making me smile at him it was crazy that my pet peeve was kinda dying down even though I hated hearing people curse when he cursed it started not to phase me and he would start to say sorry more I was more so proud of him then myself "cursing but you're making progress so I'll let it slide"I said making Von kiss his teeth "Hollywood don't play with me right now I was trying to be nice but you pushing it"he said giving me a blank look "I'm sorry"I said quickly the shutting up "you good you ain't gotta say you sorry I was just playing witchu"Von explained "I'm sorry"I said again "stop saying sorry girl you ain't got nothing to be sorry about"Von said making me nod not saying anything this time because I'm scared that what will come out my mouth will be what he won't want to hear