ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʟ.ᴀ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴀ ᴛʀᴇɴᴄʜᴇꜱ

𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖆𝖕𝖔𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖒𝖊𝖓𝖙𝖘 𝖎𝖘 𝖜𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖊

|chicago-august-12-11|

I sat outside on the porch with Von as sai ran by playing with his toy super man we watched the other people while sharing a bag of popcorn my mom had just left out for work and the car lady kicked von out last night cause he found out he was talking to another girl it was a long story I tell that later I was still a little heart broken about kayla just leaving like that but I've accepted that she might not ever come back but it was fine as long as I had my two boys Von and sai

"I can't believe she kicked you out"I said letting out a few giggles "it ain't funny that's why ian want her anyways ima miss the car though"von explained making me laugh "you ready to go back to school"he asked as I started to remember I start school in a couple weeks

"I guess so"I answered shrugging we walked into the house leaving sai to play outside "let me tell you something so you know that I girl I was talking bout yea I seen her down the street you tryna go see if she by there today when we go see booka nem"Von asked

I sat there looking like I was thinking when the answer was already going to be a yes see Von liked this girl I think her name was Claire  I think she liked him too and Von was never afraid to to talk to a girl but Claire was different he wanted her to ge his forever he told me and I was happy for him i just loved messing with Vons head making him think and twist his thoughts around before giving a real answer

"Yea I'm going"I answered

It was time to go and we where all walking me booka and Von with sai on my hip "I got one thing to tell y'all is that if y'all ever plan on getting married y'all know the nigga that break the glass I wanna be him"booka said blurting out one of his crazy thoughts we just ignored booka as as approached Claire and two of her friends "hey von"one- of Claire's friend spoke out making Claire blush "hey booka"the same girl said adress bf everybody but me I just looked down at my necklace I never had a clue that Claire didn't like me but now it was coming to me the dirty looks and stuff but this was beyond that cause those girls knew my name they knew my name well von always talked about me or Kayla would any of the guys or girls did so mostly everybody knew me

"Damn they ain't gon speak to you"booka asked in a low tone so only me and him could hear "just let it be"I said back "so what y'all doing"von asked going over to talk to them closer i just sat down on the curb while I held sleeping sai trying to stay away from there conversation

"Damn so that's how it is"I heard that getting up thinking that we where about to leave realizing that booka had joined in too I started to walk off feeling embarrassed how could this happen to me my so called friends just left me hanging  here calls out for me I just keep on walking down the street

when I got the house I locked the door and put sai down letting him sleep on the couch going up to my room closing the door I wasn't sad that they didn't say anything or mad it was something I couldn't put my hand on but it couldn't of been that I couldn't of felt that way I shouldn't I can't right when I was about to realize I was knocked out my thoughts by banging on the door

I went downstairs and opened the door seeing Von "watchu leave for?"he asked with an confused face "i needed to get home for something"I lied and said I hate confrontation and Von was starting to teach me how to stand up for myself and over come that but some things aren't worth it "oh ok I thought something was wrong with you Claire said no to the date she want durk"von told me making me look at him with my eyes widened

This made my blood boil he liked her so much he never talked about any other girl like that but maybe me he never talked about a girl unless i brought her up but her was she serious leading him on to just ask for durk who was clearly into Balil and balil was clearly into him she had to be joking or something or she's on drugs the amount of girls that would die to be in her spot is sad that she messed up a great thing I'm kinda glad she did though she had the nerve to be mean to me then reject Von she had something coming her way and it was coming soon