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𝖋𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖉𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖑𝖉 𝖜𝖔𝖗𝖗𝖞 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖔 𝖉𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍...

|chicago-november-2-11|

Its the day of my first game at my school I haven't seen Von since the time at the Macdonalds with everything that happened at Macdonalds I heard that night all the boys killed the worker but I never found out for sure

"You ready?"India asked as we both made are way from off the bleachers to on the side of the court  "yea"I answered as we both got in our lines and the girl infront of us called cheer "go go blue and red we want em dead go blue and red"we all yelled the same things a couple more times  before shaking are Pom poms  and yelling an "Wooo!"

As I stood there with a smile on my face I started to look around seeing that no one was there for me even though it was that serious it was just a basketball game nobody was there for me even the person who motivated me to do it wasn't here it was hurting my feelings even though they shouldn't be but my bestfriend wasn't here I felt weird like I was forgotten and making me feel unwanted I didn't Wanna be seen as soft you can't cry infront  anyone unless know that you trust them even then don't that's always a thing that I followed

I walked into my house  with my head hanging low while holding sais little hand as he walked on my side just as I was about to open the door to go  in "what's wrong?"somebody asked making me turn around to see t Roy standing there with the other la "Nothing"I answered "we sorry we ain't make it to yo game gang but we ended up in some shit"la explained making me nod "it's ok I understand you have other things to worry about"I told them "you know we would've came   Von went to jail and shit and you know that threw us all off-Von went to what?"I interrupted t Roy after realizing what he just said

My heart instantly dropped to the bottom of my feet this never happened to me before I was so scared I my felt a ghost had hit me or something like I was dead I just went into shock cause he was in jail for what was mom right was von really a bad guy he didn't do right things even she was I don't care his my bad guy his my bestfriend those words hit me harder then anything before he couldn't have did anything that serious those four words he said made me feel crazy worried about him it made me feel like I had to do something it made me feel even father from von then I was we hadn't been talking for a couple weeks and it was making me feel crazy

Von being in jail was not a joke to me it made me feel crazy how was in jail what did he do I needed answers but I knew I just couldn't demand them out of nowhere

"He told yo dumb ass not to tell her"LA said letting out a sigh before shaking his head  "man she needed to know"t Roy protested making la kiss his lips  "you gon be straight twin"he asked "yea what else did he say"I asked "nothing he told us not to tell you about it but I can give you his information and stuff so you can call him"t Roy told me making me nod "thanks for letting me know"I said quietly "next game all da gang gon be there you know how we do"la said making me smile a little bit before opening the door and waking in

My heart was broken into a million pieces why he didn't want me to know he was in jail what was going on with him why he didn't call me why he didn't tell me he was in trouble what was my bestfriend doing I was just about to let a tear fall down my face when I heard foot steps coming down the stairs heels to be exact I know those heels from anywhere

"eres tu mi bebe LA?"my mom asked coming around the corner "sí Madre"I answered fixing myself up as she came down from the stairs into the living room "look at you my pretty brown  girl I Mmmm guessing you and your friends at the school won the game?"Mother asked as she kissed my cheek I hated when she did that her kisses always felt wet and weird but it was the only affection I ever got from her and most of the time i would go months without it so this would have to do for now

"Yea we won 31 to 4" I told my mother making her nod as she grabbed her wallet purse  "well Im out of here" my mom said before heading out the door

Yet again I was by myself just me and sai I walked up stairs thinking about everything that has happened to me in this city nothing was good but meeting people and most of the people I met left or they did some to put me in a situation I didn't need to be in

Words could hurt four words could make you rethink your whole four words could make you question a person's reasoning in your life four words could make you be the happiest person in the world but four words could also worry you to death you can't let words get to you cause then everything someone says will eat you up inside and you thinking like that could only reflect on yourself making you now the problem