ꜰʀᴏᴍ ʟ.ᴀ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴀ ᴛʀᴇɴᴄʜᴇꜱ

𝖘𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖊𝖘

|Chicago-Feb-9-12|

(This was von jam and my big cousins used to listen to this song in like 2013 so lol😂 yuh don't judge this song)

I sat in the car with boss top waiting on von to come outside the house so we can go on a trip to New York for my birthday I was born on Valentine's Day but von wanted to go earlier so I can spend it with everybody at home I honestly really didn't want to do this trip either I just wanted to spend time at home with sai  t Roy and von  mom still hasn't came home I don't know where she is but she's not here I think she ran off leaving us I honestly didn't care about it I've just been trying to get by and take care of me and my brother

Von closed the door indicating he was dead now in the car knocking me out of my thoughts "you ready to go lil folks"von asked me "yea let's go get india" i said as Von started to pull off I sat quiet in the car as music blasted

we pulled up to India's house and she got in the back as Von just let her get in if you asked me o don't think von liked india I mean he just has to warm up to people but he was taking long to warm up to her so this 12 hour long road trip was going to have to do the trick or it could make it worse but where gonna wish the best

"Hey LA"India spoke to me "hey India" I said greeting india back "aye von look at this"boss top said as he showed von his phone while me and India sat back and watched von smacked his lips "tell that nigga that he need to watch his mouth we don't play like that round here"von said before pulling off

I wanted to know what they where talking about of course I could just ask but to me it wasn't that easy I don't why it wasn't but it wasn't "so y'all know I got the hotel or whatever and I got us reservations to this fancy restaurant and I just want to say that everyone needs to act right cause if my daddy find out I took the money he won't trust me with his credit card no more"india said making me confused

I never knew that she stole from her dad for me to have this party or go out of town if i knew she went that far I would've just not gone to be honest I didn't want to go out of town to began with and I also didn't want india to get in trouble especially over me

"What do you mean india I didn't know you did all that"I said making her and von both sigh while boss top just sat back and watched "girl it's ok he not gon notice all them kids he got he just gon think his child support got took early"india brushed off I was gonna to say something else but von side eyed me letting me know not to say anything

"Hollywood you gotta pee"von asked me as we passed a couple gas stations I shook my head no "you sure you ain't gotta pee?"he asked again "I'm sure"I answered "cause when you gotta pee I ain't pulling over"he said making me shrug

"Von"I called out as I crossed my legs we where now in the middle of nowhere on a rode where none was driving but us "what Hollywood"he answered "I have to use the restroom you think we can find a gas station"I asked "girl ain't no gas stations unless you can hold it"india told me as she pushed boss tops who was sleep head off of her shoulder

I couldn't hold it and I really had to go I wasn't going to

"Lil girl is you ok for real"von asked me "no von I have to pee"I complained "ima pull over"von said making me scrunch my face up as he pulled over "come on lil girl"von said opening my doorI got out the car I waddled a little bit trying to hold in my pee making von laugh "it's not funny"I said as I just stood there looking at von he bucked his eyes at me "what"I asked "pee"von told me I made a o with my mouth "can you make sure nobody sees me please"I asked von making him nod and block anyone from looking

"Ima watch yo back lil folks ain't no nigga gon fuck with you they gon walk up on you ima shoot they ass you know how I do Nah I forgot you don't aye lil folks?"von talked as I peed "what"I asked a old man came out from the woods he couldn't see me but was looking are way "old ass man I'll bet yo ass you bet not come this way mind yo business"von said going off on the man making him shake his head and walk the other direction "aye Jamaica get me some paper towels fa Hollywood"von said making india roll her eyes but get some paper towels

I took the paper towel wiping my area then throwing it in the grass "now next time when you gotta pee just say that lil folks"von told me as we both got back in the car

I laid my head back as we pulled off quickly taking a peep in the back seeing boss top and India both sleep "Hollywood"von called my name "yes"I answered "you remember you said I can tell you anything"von asked "yea I remember"I answered

I don't know why but the energy started to get hot in the car and we where only taking about a previous conversation from months ago "I'm feeling you"von told me as he made eye contact with me to make sure I was still listening then going back to the rose I was speechless von and me I would've never thought about it and I never have but It seem like it was meant to be "I'm sorry von what am I supposed to say I don't know what to Say" I answered truly not knowing what to say making von kiss his teeth

"Say you like me back if you do and say you don't if you don't"von explained to me " what if I don't know" I asked "you the only person I done met that don't know how they feel"von told me "I'm sorry"I answered "it's ok lol folks"von told me "von would you ever lie to me?"I asked von "it depends"he answered "well ok then"I mumbled "you know I'm playing girl you gotta tell the truth cause if you don't that's how feelings get hurt like I just told you I'm fucking wit you"von explained "but my feelings wouldn't be hurt" I said

Then I sat back and thought about it I wouldn't be hurt von would be because like I've said before violence is not the answer von cleared his throat taking me back to the conversation "this my song" von said before turning this song up and singing his heart out "WHAT A NIGHT WHAT A NIGHT WHAT A NIGHT"he sing his heart out

I laughed at him and how serious he was

Von was to be honest the person that I loved the most second to my brother if I came down to anything I knew he was there but I didn't know if I was ready for it to be more then just friends after all I'm just a kid with her friend and a car switching lanes