The air in this crowded, noisy environment has been set to fit the Angels .
Yeah , okay , but I...My knees were shaking slightly .
The wings behind me were biting my nerves , and I had not yet realized how much i hate crimson .
I can't breathe ... if I had known from the beginning that he was going to performe and Worst of all, his girlfriend is here too
I wouldn't take part in this fashion show at all , and when I remember , among all these models , I'm the only one who has to go on stage three times out of four .
I want to die .
I looked around ,
The song had just started and Zayn was singing Pillowtalk..
And I'm gonna start .
I felt the creepy heat several times on my waist and I turned my head...
Nash put his hand on my waist
Nash : well murph you go on stage next to zayn , hold his hand and walk ، you understand ?
I have taught you this a hundred times since morning but I still feel that you do not want to do it .
I walked without paying attention to Nash
My heart beat quickly , and I feel the pulse on my neck , my heart pounding in my mouth .
He was standing in front of his band - I didn't look at him !
No...
my self_esteem is bigger than his world .
As I have to stop , I stop and put my hand on my back
He took a step , but I started walking without Zayn ! Is it pride?
My pride is my life .
I tried to demonstrate the best in my show and gathered all the authority that I had in myself .
I took my steps , and winked at the camera ,
The applause was heard louder than ever .
My world fell into flames and faded away in front of my eyes ,
When I saw that he was holding gigi's fingers delicately .
The lightning in gigi's eyes looks like cyanide to me when he looks at the zayn
I should have smiled , but in the end it ended in a grin
The applause rose again when I was passing by them .
for the sake of appearances , I raised my hand and moved on , reaching out to the end of the stage and then went on the back stage .
Nash appeared with angry eyes
N : What did I tell you?
Murph : Don't shout at me, you understand?
I shouted too and all those in the waiting room stared at us .
Regardless of their suprise eyes , I went to change my clothes for the next round
Sarah and Lizzie came to me and helped me .
I sat next to Adriana and tried to breathe .
Lady Gaga's voice filled the hall and crushed my brain
Adriana : Hey are you okay?!?
M : I just get bored with the many excitements...
Adriana smiled
A : You got your first wings when you were 17 ,
And this is your third cat Walk and you introduce Fantasy Bra .
Many of the girls you see here have more experience in catwalk than you do , and they all seek to put that bra in your place today , and now look at yourself...
At only 19 years old, you snatched this from them .
They all look at you with a smile now and it seems they are happy for you , but they are very jealous of you , and not just to wear that bra but Because of your success at this age...
And even because you came here with your own efforts , not with...
Adriana put her index finger under my chin and turned her head to the right where gigi and her sister were sitting next to Kendal and continued her speech...
A : Not with money and your family name
I smiled faintly , I tried to pretend she wouldn't understand that I was breaking for something else .
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Safe Blood | English translation
Fanfiction[ Harry Styles] Sometimes you can go on with disappointment Just because it has to go on. It doesn't matter what you 've hidden in yourself You have to go where your instincts took you. No matter how famous and successful you are, the important thin...
