Christen's Pov
The matched ended,The whistle blew,The other team ran to the other teamates and they hugged they cheered,I turned over to my team Carli was heartbroken I could tell the rest of the team was. I was the one who ruined the whole Olympics for atll of my teammates. Not just that I let down my parents my family my team and my country and yes It was my fault I was the one who missed the penalty. I looked over Carli was kneeling down in the grass the rest of my teammates trying to support each other trought the tears. I felt a pair of arms around my shoulders Tobin who else could it be I turned around and gave her a hug. We could have been ther holding each other for a while but no we were not out to the public since we only had a few months of dating.
"It's not your fault Chrissy" She whispered in my ear and walked away to our other teammates
I needed to go get away from all of this I looked at my family and then ran into the locker room I wasen't going to wait for the team I got all of my stuff and leftI just ran and somehow I ended up in the beach It was getting late so there wasen't a lot of people there I just looked to the ocean and cried and got lost in my toughts
"Hey can I sit with you?" someone said
I looked up and saw my little sister Sam standing there looking at me (Yes in this story Chris has a little sister)
I whiped my tears off my cheeks
"Yeah...I don't care...you can sit if you want" I said looking away from her
She sat down next to me "Chris don't shut yourself from us okay this is not your fault okay you don't always have to win okay its okay if you lose but just remeber to stand back up" she sighed "and your family is here and Tobin so don't shut us okay"
I didn't say anything Probably I should have
"And Last thing I tell you is Mom and Dad are proud of you and again it's okay to lose but not to give up...I also had to learn that the hard way " she gave me a hug "I love you Chris" she sighed and got up
She was my little sister I don't get a lot of time with her because of my job and for her age she was smart I sighed and got up
"Sam...."
she turned around
"Don't chris it's fine you need time" she smiled and nodded "But I am not mad at you and I don't really could give you good advice since you are the older one but Tobin needs you and you need her"
I walked up to her and hugged her
"Go get your girl Chris" she huged me back and walked away
She was right I needed Tobin I walked back to the hotel I did my best to ignore who ever was on the lobby then on the tv there was on the lobby the news and ofcourse there was images from our losse today that hit me again I ran up back into our room I was sharing with Tobin I ignored everyone who was in my room and just cried into my pillow I head everyone leave but I just keeped crying into my pillow. Tobin wraped her arms around me and held me close to her
" Chris this not your fault"
"How can it not be?!" I sat up "I missed the PK I am such a failure Tobin...I am not even good enough for you"
"What Chris what are you saying?"
"Can't you see it Tobin! I am not good enough for you" I looked at her "You deserve someone who can love you be there for you...someone like Alex" My voice broke and I was about to cry again
"What no"
"I think we just need some time away from each other okay just until we figure this out" I sighed
"I-Fine" She sounded mad and just walked out of the room shit now The only person who I trully loved just turned her back on me.I had nothing to do I just got in my bed and cried into my pillow.
Tobin's Pov
"I think we need some time away from each other......" Is she breaking up with me? No but Right now I had too much to deal with and I tried to help chris but nothing she shut herself off and I wasen't going to deal with her attitude right now
"Fine" I walked out of the room while I made my way out I slammed the door closed I heared sobs come out the room It took all in me not to go back into that room and pull christen back into my arms but I also needed some time away from her to focus on myself. I walked to Allie's room and kocked on the door she have me a sad smile and let me come in
"HI harry? How are you holding up?" she asked
"It hurts but I will be okay" I sat down next to her "And christen might have broken up with me.."
"What why Harry?"
"She just said we needed some time away from each other"
For the Next two hours we talked and I eventually went to my room. I entered the room and saw Christen asleep as much As I wanted to be mad at her she looked so peaceful when she was asleep I walked over to her and kissed her cheek. This day was pure shit I got ready for bed and fell asleep fast.
Christen's Pov
After the fight Tobin left I booked a ticket to fly back home I needed it home nothing else and specially now I hate this place so much.I made my bags and then went to bed I woke up at the middle of the night Tobin was on the other bed asleep I sighed and grabbed my phone might as well just leave to the airport. I grabbed got dressed and grabbed my bags before leaving I left a kiss on tobin's cheek
"I am sorry" I whispered to her and walked out
"If she asks were you are christen I am going to tell her" Dawn told me
I nodded and got in an uber to go to the airport I just need it home at this point I didn't care what my family thinks about this issue I was sitting at the airport waiting for my flight when I got a text
Sam;):Chris.....
Sam;):I am not mad at you from what you did and I know you probably don't want to talk to me right now but I am your sister yes you are older than me and you should be smart but whatever I am here for whatever you need
Sam;):and last thing I love you and take care of yourself okay
I smiled a little I really loved my little sister.
A few hours later I was at Porland I walked into the aparment I shared with Tobin without her it just felt cold and empty I sighed and walked into our bedroom I took one of tobin's hoddies and put it on I layed down and grabbed her pillow it still smelled like her what was I thinking pushing her away was my mistake and now I might have lost the love of my life forever good job christen.
I woke up again with the sound of someone coming into the aparment I got up and carefully walked to the living room
"T-Tobin?"
"Hi chris"
I ran up to her and wraped my arms around her
"I am sorry I am so sorry tobin I am sorry"
"chris stop look at me" she whiped the tears off my face "I wasen't going to let you go that easy..you are my soulmate my best friend my girlfriend you mean everything to me I can't lose you babe I love you too much for that"
"I am sorry I was an Idiot I am sorry baby"
"Shh chris wait slow down" she looked at me "I am here to tell you That I love you so much I want to marry you have kids with you grow old with you" I looked at her "I was going to do a fancy thing and all but this can't wait anylonger" she pulled out a small box with a ring on it
"Tobin" I covered my mouth
"Will you marry me?"
"Yes baby" I smiled and kissed her
even in our hardest of times we have each other and we will always be there for each other.
