Falling for a celebrity

Tom came home finally

Two weeks had passed and I forgot Tom was supposed to come home today. I heard my front door open so I thought it was just lilah coming to check on me because I haven't been very social other then school. "Hey darling missed me?" I jumped up from the couch and I hugged him. "Don't leave me again for that long" "trust me I didn't want to" I was wrapped around his chest standing in the couch. He eventually picked me up and I koala hugged him. "I'm never getting down" "really you'll have to at some point" "if I do it will be torture" he laughed at this. We hugged for what felt for ever until lilah walked in. "Am I interrupting something" "no of course not" "hi Lilah" "hi tom, how was your trip" "dreadful only because I didn't have the love of my life next to me" I started blushing and shoving my head into his shoulder to hide my blushing. "Well me and gio have plans ttyl" "byee" me and Tom went straight back to cuddling. He leaned in for a kiss. I obviously kissed him back and that turned into a full on make out sesh. After awhile of making out we got tired because it's been a long day for both of us. We went to bed and cuddled "y/n you know I love you right?" "Yeah and you know I love you a lot too?" "Yes I do" "is everything alright" "ok ok You trust me right" "yes. Tom you are scaring me" "I have to kiss another girl for the movie" "oh." "Baby I will still love you no matter what" "I know I love you too" I gave him a kiss on the lips. "Good night darling" "good night bubbas"one thing I never want to tell Tom is that I suffer from anxiety. It's been really and lately and I'm too scared he'll think I'm crazy for it but I'm sure he won't if I ever work up the course to tell.after awhile of think what if he does leave me for the prettier model? And all that fun stuff I fell asleep and woke up with toms head on my stomach. Gosh he's so cute. I played with his hair. He woke up. "Good morning darling" "morning bubbas" we laid in bed for what seemed forever. This man keeps sneaking photos of me and posting them to Instagram

"TOM IF YOU DONT QUIT POSTING RANDOM PHOTOS OF ME I WONT BE SCARED TO LEAK THE AWKWARD PHOTOS I HAVE YOU" "do it you won't" oh but I will I went through and found an underrated photo of tom as a child and posted

"Babe why that one?" "Because it's adorable" "ugh you are so lucky you are the love of my life" "and how do you know that? We've only been together a month" "because I do" "let's go out we don't do that anymore" "yeah you are right" we got dressed. I picked a simple yellow plaid skirt and white crop top with black boots. "Babe you are dressed like a hufflepuff I thought you were slytherin" "oh shut up" "make me" I did make him but kneeing him where the sun don't shine but not hard enough to cause a lot of pain. "oh fuck" "now may we go?" "Yes remember not under estimate that you are slytherin" "will do" we walked down to the car then it hit my parents come back tomorrow. They are going want to meet Tom. My brother wouldn't approve. But I'll talk to Tom later. I had gotten kinda stressed now that I'm starting to think about it. Then it hit me I was having a panic attack. Why why right now? I kept calm and hoped he hadn't noticed how bad I shaking and that my breathing was pretty heavy. "Hey darling are you alright?" Shit he did noticed. "I-I'm f-fine" shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck. "Then why are you shaking so and and stuttering" "I-I don't know" I DID KNOW I WAS HAVING A FUCKING PANIC ATTACK! We got to the restaurant. "Hey bubbas in going to run to the restroom I shouldn't be long" "ok darling don't be to long" I was still shaking pretty bad but my breathing was starting to go back to normal. I called lilah she was one of the only ones who can help me.
D- what's up
Y-I'm having a panic attack
D- ok ok remember breath focus on keeping your hand still
Y- ok breathe
D- why isn't Tom helping you?
Y-...
D- you haven't told him have you?
Y-no I haven't and he probably gonna end up meeting my parents tomorrow which is what caused this whole thing
D- yeah it will be alright just think positive
Y- I should get back Tom might get worried I'm currently at a restaurant with him ttyl
D- k bye remember breath
I hung up and walked back to Tom at our table. "Are you sure you are ok darling?" "Yea" omg I should've known what was going to happen when I said to dating tom. He was for sure going to fall in love with whoever is playing in that movie as well. "Hey love I know I'm you aren't alright or fine tell me what's wrong" "I'm fine" "no you aren't" "I SAID IM FINE" oh gosh I felt so bad for yelling. I can literally see the hurt in his eyes. IM A BITCH SUCH A BIG BITCH. Yup he's gonna leave me for some random girl now. I hurt him and I fucked up plus I hurt the one and only Tom Felton to make all matters better. The waitress came "hi ;) how can help you two?" "I'll have a water to drink please" ugh how bad I wanted to get an alcoholic drink but I decided on water as well. "Ok I'll out in a bit with those waters" it was such a silent dinner I felt so bad and uncomfortable. "Bubbas can we talk after dinner?" "I don't know" my heart broke even more.