Untouchable

True Night (S3E10)

"No!" Lydia exclaimed, trying to push Spencer's hand out of the direction of the cashier. They'd decided to go out to lunch together on his day off. Lydia had just passed her gun qualifications test, which meant that soon enough she'd be back in the field and Spencer wanted to celebrate. "You can't pay again!"

"You just finished graduate school and I work a fulltime job," he argued. "I'm paying."

The woman behind the counter laughed slightly and grabbed Spencer's credit card before Lydia could push it aside again. "I gotta agree with him, hun. Little things like lunches add up when you're trying to pay off student debt."

"But what of my 'Spencer' debt?" she replied.

The woman just giggled. "You two are adorable, if you don't mind me saying."

Lydia smiled at her and ran off to find a table, leaving Spencer to mumble an awkward 'thank you' before following her. He wanted to appreciate the compliment more, but it threw him for a loop. He'd recently been thinking a lot about how he and Lydia acted around others and, more importantly, the team.

Spencer never imagined being a part of such a strong relationship. He'd never thought he'd be so comfortable with another person that they'd tease each other at a cafe or that strangers would find their behavior adorable. And after his first date with Lydia, he knew he'd do anything to get to this point.

Not telling the team was an attempt to protect his fragile heart. It had already gone against his common sense by falling for Lydia in the first place. But now... he loved her so much. He would let her break his heart into a million pieces, then leave it on the floor for the team to step on as they walked past. He would happily let the whole world know if it meant he could hold her hand on the jet. He might even consider letting the Bureau fire him for keeping secrets from them, just so long as the two of them were together.

But was it fair to ask of her? After she spent so long protecting their secret for his sake?

"What's up, Spencer?" Lydia asked. He'd just reached the table, but had yet to sit down with her, instead looking out the window with unwavering concentration.

"Hm...?" he responded, still not processing her concern, so she grabbed one of his hands and pulled him into his seat.

"Tell me what's got you distracted," she demanded.

His eyes went from the window, to her, to the window again, trying to make up his mind.

"I can't stand this secrecy thing!" he finally blurted out. "I thought it'd be fine because I'm a great liar and- Why are you laughing?!"

She tried to hide her smile behind her hand, but it wasn't exactly easy to play off a laugh. "Sorry. I just think you're so modest," she replied, sarcastically. "Please, continue though. You're a 'great liar' and..."

He was clearly not expecting this reaction from her. "And... And well, I just... don't want to lie about this anymore," he admitted. "I want to be able to talk to you in the office without raising suspicions. And I want to hug you and hold your hand without worrying that someone we know will see us."

She shrugged. "Okay."

"...okay?" He blinked. "You aren't upset that I'm the one to-?"

"Nope."

"And you're okay with us just-?"

"Yep."

Wow... he really hadn't expected this reaction from her.

"Thank you," he mumbled.

"Spencer, I honestly don't care. But are you sure? Because having a girlfriend is going to open you up to a lot of teasing from the team," she warned him.