Age Difference

Chapter 7

Justin POV

I watched as a cheek stained Shea ran out of my room leaving Shaun and I in shock. I felt as if my whole heart had broken in half. Like my world had fallen apart.

The hurtful words that escaped my mouth were all lies. The escaped because I wanted to hurt her and I feel absolutely ashamed of myself.

What if she never forgives me? What if she never lets me back in her life? What if she pushes me out completely?

Tears pinched the back of my eyes at these thoughts.

I quickly ran down the stairs to Ryan.

"Hey I'm leaving watch the house." I quickly said before bolting out of the house and to my car. I jumped into my car and let the engine roar to life as I raced down the road. Once I pulled into Shea's driveway I saw that her bedroom lights were on and her silhouette coming into view. She was putting a shirt on and then the lights went out.

I walked to the front door and slowly slipped my key into the lock. I opened the door and carefully crept into the house, silently closing the door behind me. I tiptoed to the stairs and crept up the stairs. It was then that I herd light sobbing coming from behind Shea's door. Tear whelmed my eyes as I stood there and listened to her cries. Her sobs lightly faded and was replaced with heavy breathing and the occasional hiccup and sniffle.

I quietly opened the door and slipped into the room. I silently walked towards Shea's bed and slowly laid down next to her. I breathed in her overwhelming fall and vanilla scent. A tear slipped from my eye as guilt flowed through me.

His could I be dumb enough to let those hateful words escape my mouth.

I wrapped my arm around her only wanting to feel her precious body pressed against mine. Soon I felt Shea's body jerk up and her face frantically looking around before she bolted out of the room. I quickly shot up behind her and was hit in her trail.

I just want her in my arms.

She ran for the front door and I picked up my pace and wrapped my arms around her curvy waist. She wiggled out of my grip and turned around with her fist raised in the air before sense washed over her beautiful features. She dropped her fist and confusion took over her face.

"Justin?" she asked me in a squeak. I nodded my head with a smile before anger radiated off of her.

"Get out." she spoke in a cold tone. I shuddered and looked up down at the floor. I looked back up at her and she had her arms crossed and was supporting her weight on her right leg.

I really fucked up.

Shea POV

Justin looked back up at me with sad features.

"Why are you even here? Shouldn't you be at you birthday party." I said irritated.
"I wanted to make sure you were okay." he said rubbing the back of his neck. I rolled my eyes.
"Leave." I demanded.
"No." Justin said standing up tall. I looked up at him feeling my blood boil.
"Het the fuck out of my house before I call the cops." I said harshly. Justin's shoulder slumped back down and he began to stare at my face.
"Shouldn't you be with Barbra? Besides I don't my ugliness to blind you or my fatass to cause an earthquake p, right?" I spoke in a sarcastic tone.

Justin's eyes started to become glossy.He reached out to grab my shirt but I snaked his hand away. He huffed in irritation and I was soon in the air pressed against the wall.

Justin wrapped my legs around his waist as he also tangled his arms tangled around my waist. I used all my might to force him off me but he just wouldn't budge. I continued to push against him until sobs were loudly herd. I looked down at Justin who had his face in my neck. His body shook with every sob. His arms tighten around my waist and I could feel my white shirt begin to become wet.

"Justin? Are you okay?" I asked concerned at the moment.
"I-I'm s-s-so sor-r-ry." Justin choked out as he let out a heart breaking wale. I pinched my eyes closed at the terrible noise as tears slipped from my eyes.
"I-I-I didn't m-m-mean anyt-t-thing I s-s-said I s-swear." Justin cried as he gasped for breath. I ran my fingers through his hair.
"P-p-please forg-give me Sh-Shea." Justin sobbed.
"Justin, I don't know, maybe we should just stay away from each other for awhile." I said. Some hateful words were exchanged between the two of us and I'm not sure if we should be in each other's presence for a while.

"NO! PLEASE!" he cried louder as he flipped us so that he was against the wall. He slowly slid down the wall with me still in this arms.

"Justin calm down." I spoke softly and rubbed his shoulder. Justin's body racked with his cries as he rested his head in my chest and squeezed his arms tighter around my waist.

"Please forgive me. Please forgive me. I'm so so so sorry." he pleaded as he shook his head no. I pulled his head up so that he would look at me. His eyes were puffy and red and tears continued to flow from them. Small hiccups escaped his lips as they were chapped. His cheeks and nose was cherry red and he sniffles came from his nose. I frowned at the scene.

"I'm sorry." he whispered analyzing my face.
"I know." I answered.
"Do you forgive me?" he said letting a small smile evade his mouth.
"Not yet." I sighed and looked down at the tear stains on my t shirt. There was a big one on my shoulder and chest... HOLY SHIT MY CHEST!

The wet stains soaked my white shirt and I was now see through. This wouldn't be as much of a big deal if I was actually wearing a bra. My arms flew to my chest as I covered myself up. I looked back at Justin but he was already starring at me with loving eyes.

"Sorry." I squeaked out embarrassed. Justin shook his head no and pulled me closer to his figure. I was now pressed against him and I was only inches away from his face.

"Your so beautiful." Justin whispered. My cheeks heated up and I looked down. Justin lifted my face so that I was looking at him.

"Thank y-" I was cut off by a pair of lips smashing against mine. Justin's lips slowly moved against mine as I remained frozen. BOMBS. FIREWORKS. ATOMIC MISSILES. I can't describe it, but holy shit!

He lightly nibbled on my lip and continued to message my lips with his. I soon started moving mine with his. I honestly don't know what to do. I've never done this before.

I mimicked Justin's motions and he only kissed back even more hungry. His tongue lightly traced against my bottom lip but I quickly pulled

Damn what the fuck am I doing? I should not be doing this. OMG but it felt so good. Good lord I need Jesus.

Justin licked his lips and leaned his forehead against mine.
"I don't think you know how long I've been waiting to do that." Justin said with a big smile. I lightly giggled and turned my head away.

"You were my first kiss." I said peeking up at him. He had a small smile on his lips.
"I know, and I'm going to be your last." he said now with a big smirk. I rolled my eyes and lightly punched his chest. Justin chuckled and pecked the corner of my mouth.

What am I going to do with him?

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Sorry it short guys but I just wanted to get you guys off the cliffhanger that probably had you curious all day lol. Anyway, THEY KISSED AHHHHHHHH SO CUTE.

but don't think Justin is off the hook ;).

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