A Lot Can Happen Over Tea..

☕The perturbation☕

I was really really shocked when Anu got out of my control..

Or hold..

Anu, I called her..

She went to the balcony..

I had no clue..

I went behind her after some time..

Ennachu Anu..

Onnum illa, Nee thoongu, she said..

Anu..

She was definitely not well..

Physically atleast..

I wanted to make sure that she atleast feel okay..

But..

She refused to respond affirmatively and sent me back..

I was clueless and went back to the bed..

I sat and thought about the events or incidents that happened over there few moments back..

Did I do anything wrongly?

No.. I didn't..

Did I talk anything wrongly?

No..I didn't..

Did she never want me to touch her?

But..

She was so expressive..

She had always been..

She was reacting so so good when I touched her..

Like she was really ready for the physical intimacy..

I just spelt her name and she went off..

What made her to turn off?

I didn't know..

I was waiting for her..

Just to make sure that she was fine..

She didn't..

When I went back to her, she was smoking..

Anu.. I called her again..

She turned towards me..

Her eyes were so red..

Her eyes were so moist..

Were they?

Really?

Or..

Or just my illusion?

She said, Poi thoongu.. Naan varen.. with a very very cold voice..

That coldness drove me back to the bed..

I was turning and tossing myself thinking about us and I had slept off because of the tiredness..

I was so tired mentally and physically..

I was completely exhausted..

I didn't know when she came and slept off..

The next two days were very silent..

We started our trip to Mauritius..

The next one week was actually fine..

Like, she was not showing any attitude when we were talking about the random stuffs..

The physical intimacy stuffs were not there..

I was not having enough courage to start it..

Atleast, I didn't have enough courage to talk about that to her..