Poems, Oneshots & More

Endless Lies

To Ethan for his annoyance and lies, Sav for saying the opposite thing, and Chey for not having to do anything with it

~Endless Lies~

In the gray endless sky
Everything was cold and I sometimes wanted to die
I just wanted to say bye
But it was you who kept me alive

Do you remember how you sung to me
You taught me how to see
And I wanted to be free
From myself, oh the drowning of the sea

I dreaded this endless lie
They say 'Everything is fine, everything is fine'
So there no need for you to worry why
But don't you see, it is just another facade line
I just wanted to reach up and touch the sky
And stay with you until you die
Then my tears will finally let me cry

I been told many lies
There too many to realize
What are the truths and what are the lies

He told a facade to my eyes
But I had to believe those lies
Why couldn't I see it then
So against my inner demons, I could've win

I been told many lies
There too many to realize
What are the truths and what are the lies
Can't someone help and advise
Or will you tell the same lie of white that make me cries

Is it you I can trust, is it you I can trust
Or are you here for this endless lust

His friend told a different facade
I thought was kinda odd
It didn't match up, it didn't match up
Was it true they were actually a hookup that led to my breakup

I been told many lies
There too many to realize
What are the truths and what are the lies

I was cold and in agony
I wanted nothing than to die
I wished I could cry
And then say goodbye
But apparently
I was too numb to feel why

It was then you who came
Someone new, someone to complain
But you didn't say a single lie
I didn't feel like I wanted to die
Neither did I rather say goodbye

But it was your voice
And that changed everything
I wanted to rejoice
And pick you as my choice
With how many treated you as a fling

You spoke of a dark coldness
That only I could've told
It was quite clear
My dear
I was your missing piece
The piece I thought had decrease

Oh how I just want to touch the sky
And on the grass with you I shall lie
Wishing we could sprout our wings and fly

Across the sky
We should fly
In this endless freedom
Dancing to you in my kingdomLoving every memento
That is filled with a song
In such a special lento
Oh how I've been away from you too long
And I know I wish for us to die together along

Meaning:

It is about a girl narrator who was always told lies and could never figure out what is truth or not about various things. The first person to tell her a lie was a guy who she had a friendship and maybe a romantic relationship with.  The poem takes place after she realized of the lies and tells of what happened in a odd order.  His friend a girl told the narrator a lie that didn't add up to the guy's original lie.  The narrator then realized both/one of them is lying.  Soon they both keep lying among many others.  He lies saying he is fine and not to worry and she begins to hate how he says that with that being the fine lie she caught on.  She is upset because she realized everyone is lying and she does not know who to believe and what are lies and what aren't.  They keep lying to her and she doesn't know who is telling the truth with the friend of the guy that keeps on saying opposite lies.  It is implied that the lie is about their friendship and what people think of her.  After revealing to them she knows they were lying it ends the friendship or romantic relationship. It causes her to want to die and get away from everything.  The narrator was sad and depressed with the unsureness and wish to fly away across the sky with just herself and maybe a future non liar lover as said in the beginning. Then a non liar guy comes that was sad.  He has been used and felt a similar pain as her.  The narrator says in the beginning 'It was you who kept me alive' referring to the non liar.  The line, 'Do you remember how you sung to me' also refers to the non liar with how she later was drawn to his voice which made her believe he was telling the truth.  And he was telling the truth.  In the beginning of the poem after that line, it soon brings in the liar guy after her realizing he is lying and is upset with the facade line.  She wishes with him to touch the sky and fly away without the people who caused them pain.  She then is happier with him, but she still wants to fly away from everything and wishes together to die.

So yeah it kinda dark

Note: This is based on with people telling me opposite things and it irritated me.  This person told me... Let's just say they really did not like me and they told me to my face several times they did not like me.  They said many things I don't dare to repeat, but anyway they told me several times that "I doesn't like you and nobody likes you and you think people like you, but they don't."  I asked the other people who were there and one person said "Don't listen to him," and the other person said "Don't ask me."  That was last year and then this year he acted as if he didn't do a thing and is okay with me.  And honestly I don't care.