𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐎𝐎 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋 ✰ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐓𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒

vii. screaming give me a reason

"I STOOD ON THE CLIFFSIDE
SCREAMING 'GIVE ME A REASON!'"

LOOKING AT THE BURNT DOWN
CHURCH,

she had her shoes in her hand, letting
the snow fall on her, and the cold nip
at her.

it was christmas eve, and while
everyone else was at the house,
she went back to the church and
the cliffside, just trying to find closure.

she never knew why dallas would've
had a death wish after johnny died,
after losing dallas, she understood it.

to dallas, loosing johnny meant loosing himself.

and to her, loosing dallas meant
loosing herself completely.

the worst part of it all was loosing
both herself and him, and she didn't
know how much longer she could take.

she slowly turned her back
to the church & walked over
to the cliffside, dropping her
shoes by her side.

"give me a reason to stay dal."
she whispered, "i cant do it much
longer without you."

it was silent and she felt so many
emotions, and felt like crying, but instead
she started screaming.

"give me one damn reason!"she
screamed, echoing throughout the air,
and she felt hot tears flowing down her
face, "one god damn reason! please!"

she stood there, watching the snow
fall down the from the sky, waiting
for something, anything, but nothing
came.

"fine."she whispered shaking
her head and walking towards
the truck,

"i fucking hate you dallas."

✰

WALKING INTO THE HOUSE,

finley was shivering, and dropped
her shoes as soon as she got in
before making herself a cup of hot
chocolate.

she glanced up at darry as she
sat on the kitchen floor drinking
her hot chocolate, and he sat next
to her with a cup of coffee.

"you're not going to be able
to sleep tonight if you drink that."
she told him quietly, but he didn't
listen and took a sip of it anyway.

"i have a christmas gift for
you."he told her, and she shook
her head.

"i told you i didn't want anything
for christmas. you know what i
wanted and i'm not getting it
back."she told him, and he looked
at her.

"it's not from me,"

her head perked up, and
she furrowed her eyebrows,
"whos it from then?"

"it's from dally."he told her softly,
and she shook her head in disbelief.

"that's impossible. dallas is dead."
she quickly got up, with the room spinning
a little bit, so she grabbed ahold of the
counter.

"are you okay?"darry asked, shooting up
and she nodded.

"how would dallas get me a present?"
she asked, taking a deep breath, and
darry lead her towards the tree where
there was a small box with her name
under it.

"i don't know how he bought
it but he told me if anything
happened before christmas
and he wasn't able to give
this to you, for me to give
it to you."darry explained,
giving finley the box, and
she slowly opened it, revealing
a ring box.

her hand shook as she opened
the box to see a gold band ring
with a garnet birthstone, ( her
birthstone ) on the ring.

"how did he even afford this?"she
whispered aloud, slipping the ring
onto her left hand ring finger, and
felt tears well into her eyes.

"i don't know wren but he loved
you very much, and we both know
that."darry told her, and she heard
footsteps coming down the stairs.

"you okay?"she heard soda ask,
and she nodded as pony wrapped
her in a side hug.

"i guess he did give me a sign."

( ASHLEYS TAKEAWAYS )
UH WHO LET MS.TAYLOR ALLISON
SWIFT RELEASE ANOTHER ALBUM
NOT THAT IM COMPLAINING OMG

ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW
STUNNING SHE LOOKS IN THIS

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