We Are Meant To Be

Jealousy

You felt the warm sun on your skin. Waking up you noticed it was 7:30 and needed to get up to go to work soon. Last night's memories rushed back to your mind. 

God I am such an idiot what was I thinking. 

You dreaded the fact that you had to go see Spencer sit in front of you the whole day. You got up and started undressing yourself stepping into the shower. The warm water felt good on your skin. Once you finished showering you went to your sink to brush your teeth. The mirror was fogged up but you noticed something strange. You used your hand to wipe the mirror

Damn it I am such a fucking idiot.

There it was. A purple bruise sitting on you neck and it was very noticeable.

"Fuck" you slam your fist on the sink. You quickly walked out the bathroom into the closet looking for a turtle neck. Come on I know I had one

No luck came and so you had to use your make up to cover it up. As you were starting to conceal the mark you looked at the rest of your chest. You had other hickies  but that could be covered up with your clothes. 

...

Shamefully walking into the BAU you spotted Emily walking up to her trying to avoid as much time with Spencer

"Hey Em" you tapped her shoulder

"Y/n hey" she turned to look at you

"Do we have any cases" 

"Not today just paperwork" she smiled at you but she seemed distracted

You turned to look behind you and saw it was JJ talking to Penelope. It finally hit you

"No way" you looked at her and crossed your arms together

"What?" She said biting her fingernail still looking behind you

"Keep chewing and you will start eating your own flesh"

"What are you talking about" She quickly put her hand down and looked at you nervously

"Oh come on Emily did you forget that I'm a profiler.. The excessive drinking, the jealousy, the nail biting, not to mention the way you checked her out at Rossi's dinner.. I didn't think much of it until today... you are totally into JJ" you smiled

She scoffed "I'm not into JJ" 

"Right" you said with a sarcastic tone

"Okay fine but if you tell anyone I will-" 

You cut her off "You'll what? Go full unsub on me" you giggled

"Just for that maybe I will" she laughed

"But she's with Will" you looked at her with kind eyes

"I know and I didn't realize how I felt until after Will came into the picture and now its too late" she looked down at her shoes leaning against the wall of the break room

"I'm sorry" you pulled her into a tight hug

She was tense but then she relaxed and buried herself in the crook of your neck

She pulled away "You know what the team is going out tonight so I'm just going to use tonight as a distraction" she forced a smile

 You look at her and take your hand to push her hair behind her ear.

"Em I love you and  everything but I'm not going"

"Wha-" she smacked your hand away 

You giggled