Hate Is A Strong Word (~ to ^)

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Angst to Fluff^

A/n: I love Connor, so no hate to him. I just needed a reason for the fight. 💙

Prompt: You and Eva get into a fight. Later on you realize that you were wrong and apologize.

As I'm scrolling through tiktok, laying on the couch, I stumble upon Eva's account. The video is her and this dude named Connor. She has been avoiding me this past week and it's starting to bother me. I sit myself up to where my back is completely straight and I have both hands on the phone. I play the video, watching through it. Cause if he looks at her the wrong way, imma beat his ass. I continue to watch the video until tragedy strikes. This part of the dance requires throwing it back. As Eva throws it back, I notice that Connor looks down AT HER FUCKING ASS AND BITES HIS MOTHERFUCKING LIP LIKE THIS BITCH HAS THE AUDACITY. Ok Y/n, calm down. Then THIS BITCH FUCKING KISSES HER CHEEK? YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG CHICK CONNOR, YOU MESSED UP BIG TIME. Calm the fuck down Y/n, you're acting like a crazy person. They're just good friends that's all, good friends. Nothing else, just good friends. I notice that she tagged him in the caption, so of course, I click the @. I wait for his page to load in before I click his most recent video. I automatically hear the sound and go crazy. The audio is the one that goes 'Friends don't look at friends that way' I closely inspect the video, and right as the chorus hits, THIS BITCH FUCKING LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS THE LYRICS. SHE'S NOT EVEN FUCKING LOOKING AT YOU, TAKE A FUCKING HINT MAN. SHE. DOES. NOT. WANT. YOU. I immediately shut off my phone and close my eyes. I take a few deep breathes and stand up. I fix my clothes and walk towards the stairs. I hear laughter that sounds to be coming from Eva. I basically run up the stairs, not caring if I fall. Once I reach her door, I slightly crack it open. I peek through the crack and anger immediately fills me. She on FaceTime with Connor? This bitch tests me every day. Like she does not want you. Well she might- NO Y/N YOU'RE BETTER THAN HIM. Calm down you crazy bitch. Ok, showtime. I push open the door completely. As I walk in, anger filling my eyes, she turns around and smiles. "Who's that?" I ask, already knowing the answer. I bet she's gonna say 'Oh it's just Connor, wanna say hi?'. "It's just Connor, want to say hello?" She asks, Close enough. Instead of answering her question, I speed walk to her and grab the phone out of her hand. I flip him off before hanging up. "What the fuck Y/n!" She yells, standing up and grabbing her phone back. "What, you mad that I hung up on your stupid little boyfriend? Cause it seems like you want him more than me." I say, "Are you fucking insane! Did you hit your head or something? He's nobody compared to you!" She says, grabbing my hand. I sway it away before rushing towards her door. Before I open it, I turn around and look her dead in the eye. "Why don't you just go and fuck him instead. It seems like he would be better for you." I say, opening the door and closing it behind me. I continue to walk down the stairs. I hear pleading yells of my name being shouted from her room. When I reach the end of the stairs, I here her room door burst open. I continue to walk until I reach the couch. "Y/N, HOW COULD YOU EVEN ASSUME THAT I WOULD CHOOSE HIM OVER YOU? YOU'RE SO MUCH BETTER THAN HIM. HE MEANS NOTHING, NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU." She repeats. I stand up, now face-to-face with her. "THEN WHY HAVE YOU BEEN IGNORING ME ALL WEEK? I DON'T FEEL LIKE MYSELF WHEN I CAN'T TALK TO YOU. I CAN'T EAT, SLEEP, I CAN'T FUCKING FUNCTION EVA. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU'RE HURTING ME? IT SEEMS LIKE I'M JUST COMPLETELY OUT OF THE PICTURE." I yell, letting all of my bottled up tears fall. "Y/n, I-I." She starts, "It's fine, have fun with him. Cause it seems like you're enjoying this." I say, wiping my tears and walking past her. As I walk past her, I notice that all of the girls are looking at us. I just shake them off, and push past them. I walk into the backyard and sit down at one of the lawn chairs. I lift my head up and close my eyes, letting the cool breeze take away all my problems. I get cut off by the sound of the back door sliding open, followed along by panting and running sounds coming from Pluto. I open my eyes to see Anna. She walks over and sits down at a chair in front of me. "Hey." I say, looking down at my hands. "Look, I talked to Eva before I came out here." "If you're gonna talk to me about this, I don't want to here it." I say agitated. "Just let me talk." She says. "Fine, spill." I say sarcastically. "I just wanted to let you know, that Connor is dating someone. That person is not Eva. They have been really close friends for about 5 years. They have nothing but a simple friendship between them. They have never.. you know.. done the nasty. Nor have they ever kissed. The farthest that they have gone was a cheek kiss. None of them have sexual or romantic feelings for one another. I just wanted to let you know this." She says, giving me a grin and standing up. Before she could walk away, I grab her arm. "Wait." I say, standing up. She turns around and looks at me. "Yes?" She asks. "I just wanted to thank you.. for everything. You have no idea how much you have impacted all of our lives. Anna, you are one of the many reasons why I'm still on this Earth. You make all of us feel comfortable when you're around. You never fail to make us smile. You're truly one of the most pure and kindest souls on this Earth. I could never ask for a better friend. Thank you for telling me this. I now understand that I was wrong with what I said to Eva. Thank you, for being you. Never change Anna. You're a good one. To whoever gets you, they're a lucky son of a bitch I'll tell you that." I say, nudging her side and giving her a big smile. She takes her glasses off and wipes some tears that have fallen. Once she puts them back on, she pulls me into a tight embrace, squeezing the living shit out of me. "I love you Y/n." She muffles. "I love you too Boon." I respond. She pulls away and returns my smile. "Now, back to reality. Time to apologize." I say, turning and taking a deep breath. "You got this." Anna says, rubbing my back. I walk towards the back door. I take another deep breath before opening it and walking in. I walk a little bit until I'm in the living room again. I see all of the girls talking to Eva. Eva looks up at me and sighs. "I want to apologize." I say, causing Eva to look back up at me. "We should give them some privacy." Sab says, taking her hand off of Eva's thigh and standing up. All of the girls walk past me. Some giving me a smile along their way. I slowly walk towards the couch. I sit down next to her, placing a hand on top of hers. She looks up at me. "Ok, so. I talked to Anna. She explained everything to me. God, I feel like such an asshole for doing this to you." I say, getting sidetracked. She gives my hand a tight squeeze. "I understand, just continue." She says. "Right. Well she explained to me about you and Connor and what you guys are. I just wanted to come and apologize to you because of how oblivious I was. I knew that you and Connor had a really tight relationship, but not that tight. When I started to see tiktoks of you two together I just couldn't help but get jealous. And whenever he would kiss your cheek or look at you in a way that made me uncomfortable, I would just mentally shut down and scream inside. I never realized that it was just simple friendship signs. I'm sorry for not letting you explain and I'm sorry for not realizing that it was just a harmful set of friendship affection." I say, biting the inside of my lip, awaiting a response. She lifts my chin up so that I'm looking her in the eyes. "I forgive you." She says. A rush of relief hits me, taking off the mental weights that were resting on my shoulders. I smile and pull her into a kiss. I break apart from the kiss and pull her into a hug. She nuzzles her head into my neck, causing me to let out a small giggle. "You're so cute." I say, laughing at her cuteness. "I know I am." She responds, flipping her hair in a sassy manner. "I hate you." I say laughing. "Hey.. Hate Is A Strong Word." She says, following me with a small giggle. I just pull her into a tight embrace and push her back on the couch. The rest of the night we spent by watching anime and cuddling.

A/n: I hope you guys enjoyed this. Again, no hate to Connor, I love him and all of the house members. I'm still taking requests so if you have any, you can private message me or leave it in the comments. Thanks- Sarah. ❤️

Word Count ~ 1690

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