Behind The Cameras | BxB

♫ 45 ♫

"You can, it's not my choice...it's yours and his. I would respect that and I would support it.", Manager Kim said and turned to Yeosang, giving him a smile and nod.

     He then left the house, leaving Yeosang smiling. Yeosang went to his room smiling. But it dropped once he saw who was inside.

"Wooyoung? What are you doing here?", asked Yeosang, dumbfounded. Wooyoung looked up from his phone.

"Jongho requested if we can change our roommates since filming would start tomorrow.", Wooyoung said. Yeosang nodded his head slowly.

"Did something happen to him?", Yeosang asked. Wooyoung shook his head.

"He looks the same...I guess.", Wooyoung answered.

     The whole afternoon came, Yeosang still hasn't heard from Jongho, but everyone else asked what happened with him and Manager Kim. It was time for dinner, Seonghwa, Hongjoong, Wooyoung and Yeosang started to make dinner.

"The production team and our managers will be here after dinner.", Hongjoong said as he came in from the veranda after getting a phone call.

"I cooked excess food, in case some of the staff hasn't eaten yet.", Seonghwa placed down the food on the dining table.

"I'll call the others to come down.", Wooyoung removed his apron and ran up. After a few minutes, the members came down but there was one missing.

"Where's Jongho?", Yeosang asked, worried.

"He doesn't want to come down. I think that he's just too tired or something.", Mingi said. Yeosang nodded and they started to eat.

- after eating -

"I'll go up first to check on Jongho.", Yeosang excused himself and went upstairs.

     He slowly opened the door and walked to Jongho who was covered in thick blankets. Yeosang checked on Jongho's forehead and he was burning.

"Why are you burning?", Yeosang asked softly and took a bowl and towel. He then placed the wet towel on Jongho's forehead.

"Why didn't you say something if you were sick?", Yeosang asked worried. Jongho's eyes slowly opened.

"What are you doing here?", he asked weakly. Yeosang sighed.

"I had to check on you..you didn't talk to me the whole afternoon, you didn't even eat dinner.", Yeosang answered.

"What's there to talk about anyway?", Jongho asked and tried to fake a laugh, but failed.

"Are you avoiding me?", Yeosang asked bluntly. Jongho looked at Yeosang and sneered.

"Why would I? There's nothing going on.", Jongho replied.

"Don't act like this Jongho. I know how you act when there's something wrong.", Yeosang said and gave a soft look to Jongho.

"Can you stop acting like you care so much about me? You don't even give a fuck about what I care.", Jongho sat up and said coldly.

"What are you talking about? I care about you! Where is this coming from?", Yeosang tried to compose himself. He was shock with how cold Jongho became.

"You care about me? Oh for goodness sake! You don't even notice how much I'm in love with you! You don't even notice how hurt I get when you joke about my feelings!", Jongho was getting teary eyed, he didn't want Yeosang to notice.

"I know I'm blunt with everyone! But you can't just go ranting around about me not giving a single fuck about you.", Yeosang tried to let out the words. Jongho's sigh became shaky.

"Maybe it was wrong for me to fall in love with someone who's not sure about their feelings.", Jongho looked down. Yeosang's tears were slowly falling down.

"You said you'd wait for me..how funny it changed after a day.", Yeosang said and sneered.

"I've been holding my feelings for years...you don't know anything.", Jongho said through his gritted teeth.

"I'm sorry for being a burden to you all these years.", Yeosang walked out of the room, his tears escaping and his body turning weak.

- meanwhile -

"Did someone just slam the door?", San asked as he placed down his bowl. The members all looked at each other.

"Oh shit...I think they had a misunderstanding.", Wooyoung stood up and ran upstairs.

     All the members did the same and soon they saw the thing that broke their hearts. Yeosang was kneeling on the floor bawling his eyes out. His hands were shaking and his face was turning red.

"Others check on Jongho. Yunho, San and I will stay with Yeosang.", Seonghwa said and wrapped his arms around Yeosang. Mingi, Wooyoung and Hongjoong rushed in Jongho's room.

"Yeosang-ah...calm down. It's okay...we're here.", Seonghwa softly said as he patted Yeosang to comfort him.

"Let's go to your room first ok?", San guided them to the room.

"Can you tell us what happened?", Yunho asked carefully as he gives Yeosang a box of tissue.

"W-was I that blunt to him?", Yeosang stuttered as he gets hiccups in between.

"We all know that your blunt when expressing your feelings. There's nothing wrong with that.", San said as he caressed Yeosang's hand.

"Jongho is still in that sensitive age so he might be eaten up by his emotions.", Yunho assured.

"I should've just said that I was dating him. He might have heard it when I said no to manager.", Yeosang blamed himself.

"Yahhh, Kang Yeosang, it's your choice. You have to think about yourself first. You shouldn't always think about what to do to make others contented.", Seonghwa wiped Yeosang's tears.

- meanwhile -

"Choi Jongho..that was really fucked up.", Mingi said as he patted Jongho's lap.

"Mingi shut up! You're making him feel bad.", Wooyoung whisper shouted as he hit Mingi's arm.

"Jongho-yah, even if you were hurting, you shouldn't have shouted at Yeosang.", Hongjoong softly said. Jongho looked down.

"I know...I'm so sorry. I wasn't think properly.", Jongho murmured.

"Yah! Why didn't you at least try to listen and give a chance to Yeosang? You didn't even hear the whole story.", Wooyoung said.

"But none of you shared it to me.", Jongho gave a dumbfounded face.

"But you didn't ask! Now Yeosang's too hurt to ask you out! Your chance is now fucked up.", Wooyoung blurted out fast. He was catching his breath until he saw that every one was looking at him with wide eyes.

"You big mouthed shithead! That was suppose to be a secret!", Hongjoong stood up and tried to catch Wooyoung.

"Jongho-yah, follow me. I. Did. Not. Hear. Anything.", Mingi tried to distract Jongho.

"Aish! I really fucked up!", Jongho groaned and pulled his hair.