18 year old Mira does not have a normal life. She has many many secrets that no one knows about. But can one boy unlock her secrets and change her forever? Maybe so, but Mira doesn't want him. She doesn't want to love. She doesn't want to hurt anymore. She only wants to live. But she can't stop herself. She's selfish. She's greedy. She wants him to love her as much as she loves him. But even if he did, it wouldn't work. She can't. It would only hurt him more. But it's impossible for her to get him off her mind. "i love you."