This is a personal topic to me currently I'm struggling a lot, this is my way how I cope. Writing brings me peace and to an extent I feel happier within a book than I ever have with my family. I've struggled with my identity for a whole while, nearly about 4 years, I'm a soon-to-be adult but this has to come from my heart truly and what I want out of my situation it's torture I can't deal with it I feel as if I'm stuck, my parents marriage is rocky because of me or that's how I feel and keep being made to feel, I never asked for this but I understand as a fathers role is to protect their child.