Chapter 96

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Jamir POV
I was at my aunties house all day. I haven't left since I found out about my grandma, it was like I couldn't shake that shit off. First it was mama now grandma. I couldn't cry no tears though I had to be strong for my sister and auntie. It did lighten my mood up
When I texted Aliyah though. But other than that I been stuck in my room all day.

*Knock*Knock
"What?" I said
"It's me Asia " Asia said
"Come in. " I said sitting up
"You okay " Asia asked coming in
"Yeah I'm straight. You good? " I asked
"No. " Asia said
"You want to talk about it?" I asked
"There's nothing to talk about. Grandma is gone. Mama is gone. It's like everybody is leaving me. Nobody's watching me grow up" Asia said as a tear dropped
"Come here. Look mama and grandma watching you right now in haven, it might not feel the same because they not on earth with us, but they watching everything you do" I said
"Yeah but it's not the same." Asia said
"I know it's not sis. But we got to make the best of it" I said
"Yeah" Asia said
"It's gone be okay though. We gone be good" I said
"I know we are. You always make sure we good" Asia said giving me a hug
"Of course " I said giving a slight smile
"Where Aunt Kam?" Asia asked
"I don't know. I think she's in her room. Let's go check" I said getting up

I walked out of my room down the hallway to the right to Aunt Kam's room. When I walked in there she was sound asleep on the bed. I could tell she been crying all morning because of the tissues.

"Let's let her rest" I said whispering to Asia

I walked back into my room and sat down on the bed. I really didn't want to leave my family. I was so scared to leave because everytime I left I found out somebody was dying when I was back.

"Mir I have to tell you something. I wasn't going to tell u but I'm growing up and you'll find out eventually" Asia said
"Wassup?" I said sitting on my bed
"I have a boyfriend" Asia said
"Who?" I said
"His name Aj" Asia said
"How old is he? " I asked
"15 " Asia said
"And you 14" I said
"Yeah. He's older than me that's not a bad thing" Asia said
"I don't like this" I said shaking my head
"Why?" Asia asked
"Because you young, only thing niggas want is sex" I said shaking my head
"Aj isn't like that. He actually loves me" Asia said
"They all say that!" I said
"How do you know Jamir?!" Asia screamed
"Because I did it to a female before!" I said screaming back

I didn't mean for that to come out the way it came out. I did it to a female once and I wasn't trying to let my sister go through the shit I put another female through.

  "What?" Asia asked
"I did it before. I had sex with a female then left and never called back all because she was a virgin. I bragged to the boys about it and everything. It was a mistake that I wish I could forget it" I said
"Wow.." Asia said
"Come here." I sad patting a empty spot on the bed

Asia came and sat next to me on my bed taking a deep breath.

"I just don't want you hurt sis" I said
"I'm old enough to know how to say no about sex. " Asia said
"Alright" I said
"Alright what?" Asia asked
"You can date him" I said mumbling
"I didn't hear you, you said what?" Asia asked smiling
"You can date him nigga " I said smiling
"Thank you. I appreciate it." Asia said hugging me
"I want to meet him though" I said
"You will. Soon" Asia said

"Yall hungry?"Auntie Kam asked
"Yes!" Asia said
"Nah I'm good" I said
"Asia go eat, let me talk to your brother" Aunt Kam said

"There's nothing to talk about " I said
"Yes there is. You need to eat something. You haven't ate since Mama passed" Aunt Kam said
"I'm just not hungry " I said
"Your mama and grandma won't be proud of you by the way you've been starving yourself " My aunt Kam said
"I wish mama and grandma was still here. Why they had to go I could've left." I said
"Your mama and grandma are in a much better place now" Aunt Kam said
"Yeah but I wish they were here" I said
"I know baby. Me too. Please eat something for me" Aunt Kam said
"I will " I said taking a deep breath
"Thank you baby. I cooked your favorite. Fried chicken, baked Mac and cheese, green and cornbread " My auntie said
"You know I love your cooking" I said
"Go get some baby" My aunt Kam said smiling
"Yes ma'am " I said
"I'll be in the kitchen" Aunt Kam said

I know I talked to Aliyah earlier but I just couldn't get my mind off talking to her. Even though it isn't FaceTime it's just texting. She relaxes my mind a lot.

iMessage 💬

Me:
Wassup

  Aliyah💕
  "Hey. How's everything going?"

Me:
It's going alright. Just a lot of thinking..

Aliyah 💕
  "You need to talk?"

Me:
Nah I ain't gone get on your nerves

  Aliyah💕
You not getting on my nerves. You can always vent to me.

Me:
I just miss my grandma is all. Ain't nun big"

Aliyah 💕
That's something big. Hey how about this.  I don't like venting over text and I know you don't either so when I get home I'll FaceTime you and we can talk about it.

Me:
You sure about that?

Aliyah 💕
Yeah. I'll be home in about 30 mins. We can talk then. We friends right? I want to get to know you.

Me:
Ight bet. Call and I might answer😉

Aliyah💕
You'll answer🥰

End of IMessage 💬

I know my ass ain't blushing over messages.

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  Awww Aliyah and Jamir making progress
Sorry I'm late on today's chapter, I ain't been feeling good! 😞
Hope y'all enjoy it though
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