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Photo-He looked so flawless 👅

Jamie Dornam is great,and he's from Northern Ireland yassss

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It was 2 in the morning when Louis' body finally decided to wake up with a high pitched scream and a flood of tears from both the flashback of what happened and where he was located.His scream had woken up both His Mum and the nurse that was left in the room Incase something happened,and with in a flash Karen was by his side lathering his face in kisses as she told him that everything was fine,that nothing was going to happen to him.

He couldn't retain his tears from Flowing and the oxygen mask over his mouth and nose was steaming up from the hyperventilating he was doing.He knew why he was here but he didn't know how,he didn't now who found him in that shower room violated from the waste down and just a pathetic mess,but he wanted to thank them and curse them.He wanted to Thank them for saving him and not leaving him in the shower area but he wanted to curse them for being him to a hospital which was one of the boys fears.

It wasn't just the memories of hospital visits and hospital stays that got to Louis,it was the unclean smell of medication,the obnoxious nosies from both coughing and the heart monitor machines and the never racking feeling that maybe,just maybe you were going to die.Not that Louis was complaint if he got that news,he would've loved it,he wanted to die and after what those men out his poor,fragile body through,he wished that thyme just killed him there and then.He wanted to be dead,he'd be free from all of the torture he got in school,online and by his brother,he'd be free from everyone who was every mean to him,and he'd be free from his nightmares that were now going to haunt the adolescent for ever.

Not even the comforting smell and warmth from his mother could calm him down,she tried she really did but In the end all she did from give him some small comfort that he desperately needed from his mother.By 4 o'clock he had cried himself to sleep with his head feeling like a ticking time bomb with how hard it was pounding against his skull.By 8 o'clock He had woken up once more alone but he was able to hear the conversation that was happening outside involving his mother and a doctor.By 12 o'clock,he was discharged with iron tablets (they had tested his bloods and found out that he was anaemic and that that lost of blood from the beaten had made things worse) and was put on bed rest until Monday.

"Hey,why don't we get a Pizza from Maria's and get one of your favourite cookie and cream milkshakes,Hmm?"Karen suggested,trying to lighten the mood as he patted Louis' knee,making Louis stiffen and jump at the feeling.The drive back from the hospital was long in Louis' mind,he could understand why his mother wouldn't just drop him off and jet him walk so he could think straight,but he knew that'd be a bad idea because once the voices in his head start to think and talk,he'll lose it once more.

"M'not hungry,"Louis whispered as he rested his head against the side window of the car,loving the feeling of how cold it was against the side of his head.He as glad that his mum brought a new pair of clothes for him,lucky enough for Louis they were in the laundry room so she didn't have to get them from his room.It was comfy clothing of sweat bottoms and a hogwarts hoodie which made Louis feel snug.

"Louis,"Karen said in the overly motherly and concerning tone that mothers seems to have the ability of using.She looked briefly at Louis who had tear stains on his cheeks before paying attention to the November road that was directly in front of her."You Have to eat baby boy,"she said with a sad tone in her voice.She knew that Louis skipped a lot of his meals and she was always concerned,making sure that she asked Him if he wanted to eat and to be included in eating meals.

"I'm fine,"Louis whispered more to himself,as if he was convincing himself that he was fine and that there was nothing wrong.His lies were getting old and over used and he knew he couldn't lie his way out of anything anymore,he couldn't think up of a reason why these men hated in him so much that they decided to take away his innocence and his Virginity.Louis winced as he shifted in the passenger seat,his backside was on fire from the beaten and the lack of lube used when those three men violated him.He was sure it was bleeding,red and bruised but he wouldn't know until he got home,so for now he just had to deal with the pain.

"What about later on we have breakfast for dinner?I know it's your favourite,and I'm sure Liam and your father will think it's a good idea,"Karen hummed,knowing how much Louis low d to eat pancakes and waffles for dinner and his much Geoff and Liam loved having Bacon,eggs and sausages for dinner.Louis gave her a little shrug of the shoulders and stayed silent the entire journey home.Karen kept the silence going,it was a much needed silence and she needed to understand that she needed to give her son some space,he had just been beaten to unconsciousness and then found out that he was anaemic wasn't a very good start to November.

Louis limped up the stairs of the house,grabbing onto the stairs railing tightly as the pain started to increase in his forehead,ribs and backside,his vision was blurry which was side effect from his concision and also because his glasses were now in repair after being broken.Karen continued to ask if he wanted anything eat,but each time she did she reserved a small shake of the head and another step Louis attempted to climb.His mother stood watch at the bottom of the steps to make sure he didn't fall backwards as she knew how independent her youngest could get and how jumpy he was now.

The smaller dumped his satchel at his desk,ignoring the constant beeping of his phone that was still in his satchel as he slowly limped towards the bathroom so he could check his injuries for himself without someone telling him what they looked liked.Karen and the nurses both told him that it wasn't a good idea but he wasn't listening,he needed to see how bad it actually was.The results of the beating was horrifying for Louis' eyes which sent more sobs to escape his lips and more tears to flow down his cheeks.

Why? Was all Louis could think as he stared at his beaten black,blue and yellow bruised torso,chest and ribs.He couldn't understand why anyone would beat him up,why anyone would force sex upon him and why anyone would hate on him when he has done nothing wrong.He always tried his hardest to stay out of the lime light,to stay in the shadows and just focus on his work,but of course Liam didn't want that,no one wanted that.Everyone wanted Louis to suffer,even if it was just from the simplest thing of a trip in the hall to a book in the face,they loved every minute of it.

"I wish I could die."

HOLA!!

I'm switching languages if you haven't noticed

Sorry i didn't update yesterday,there was so much things happening yesterday and today also

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~Marie

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