Seventeen

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Photo-He's so perfect,why can't I touch him?

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"Louis,"Liam groaned sternly looking at his younger twin that refused to open his mouth to speak or even take a bite of his Chicken,melted cheese and BBQ sauce on Italian Bread that Karen bought for him.Liam had already finished his Meat Lovers sub and had already downed half of his soft drink of Pepsi meaning he only had to eat his cookie,but Louis on the other hand didn't budge.

There was an awkward silence between the two after Louis' meltdown and then Liams attempt of comforting him which surprisingly worked.Other than the few Words Louis spoke,he stayed silent,watching as Liam ate his own sub from were he was sitting at the youngers desk.Louis stayed seated on his bed,hugging a pillow close to his stoked as he occasionally rubbed at his sore eyes tags were sore from both crying and the lack of glasses.He really hated how he looked when he didn't have glasses and he just wished that the opticians hurried up and fixed them.

Liam was annoyed,not because Louis was watching him eat like a starved puppy,but because he refused to eat.The sub sat abandoned on his bed infront of him along with his Club Orange and white chocolate chip cookie which Karen knew was his favourite.Liam knew that Louis hadn't eaten in around 3 days and he knew that it wasn't healthy,he saw that he actually attempted eating that ham sandwich but ended up throwing it up in the sink.He didn't know why Louis continued to starve himself,he was way underweight as it was and losing more weight was unnecessary and very dangerous for someone his figure and size.

"You have to eat,even if it's just a little,"Liam tried to coax Louis as he brushed his hands together and looked towards Louis who shook his head and buried his face into the flurry purple pillow he had clutched to his stomach.Liam sighed to himself as he looked at the random band posters on Louis' walls,he never noticed that they both had similar music tastes before,he never really paid attention to Louis' music tastes until now.This was the first proper time that he had ever stepped foot into Louis' room and wants thrown out in a matter of 10 seconds so he never got to view Louis' room properly until now.

"You like My Chemical Romance?"Liam questioned,looking at the poster that was on the wall to the right of the room.Caught off guard by the question Louis perked his head up from the pillow and looked at Liam confused,showing the first bit of emotion today."So you like My Chemical Romance?I just thought because you have numerous different posters and a Gerard Way quote written in black ink on your wall,"Liam reworded his question as he stared up at the quote that was clearly hand written in cursive on the White bedroom wall.There were countless other quotes and words written on the walls but this one stood out the most for some reason.

"Oh,"Louis softly whispered before nodding his head and whispering,"My Heros I guess,"He shrugged as his eyes follow Liams to where they are trained on the black cursive writing."You won't tell Mum I wrote on the wall,will you?"Louis hoped he wouldn't,no one was suppose to know that they wrote on the wall,it was at one of his darkest times.

"I won't,Aslong as you eat half of your sub,"Liam bargained,crossing his arms over his chest as a sign that he was serious about what he said.Liam crossing his arms only meant two things,he was either being super serious or he was being his cocky self and just wanted to cause chaos (which he caused often).Louis looked at him with such sadness in his eyes until he sighed in defeat,something he disliked was being yelled at so it was a risk he was willing to take by eating half of his 5inch sub.

Liam got up from the desk chair and sat at the edge of Louis' bed making a dip in the soft bed Louis owned.He opened up the packaging that the sub was in and ripped the sub in half with his hands,handing half of it to Louis with care which Louis took with small hands tags emerged from under his sweater paws."It's not going to bite,"And Liam had to hold back the urge to roll his eyes as this was a serious matter.

Liam wasn't sure what was going through his head at the moment,his thoughts and opinions were getting all mixed up and clashing together which hurt his head.One side was saying that he should leave and forget about Helping Louis,another part was saying that this was a waste of time and another was telling Liam that he should stay and help Louis because that 33.3% of his brain that actually cared another Louis could see how broken and fragile he was becoming day by day.

"But I'm not hungry,"Louis tried to protest but by the look Liam was giving him he knew his lies were no use against Liam.He wasn't that hungry but he still had the low rumble feeling in the pit of his belly that indicated that he needed food but he had learned to ignore that noise long ago.Chewing the bread slowly,Liam watched as he swallowed and pulled a face as it slide down his throat and land in his stomach which made his stomach ache at the feeling.He didn't like this feeling,the feeling of food being in his stomach and he knew it was about time that it would make a reappearance either over Liam and his(Louis') bed or on the toilet bowl.

"I'm going to be sick,"He mumbled more to himself as he pushed himself off of the bed (nearly falling in the process because he was also the clumsy child) and sprinted into the opened bathroom door only to nearly miss the toilet bowl.He watched as he threw up the half of a sub that Liam told him to eat before clenching his eyes shut as he threw up bile as there was nothing more to throw up.Liam was by his side in seconds,rubbing circles in his back as he threw up what was left in his stomach before resting his head on the toilet bowl and letting some stray tears fall down his face.

Lying in his bed that night,Louis made sure that he kept that one light on beside his desk and made sure that he had it pointed to his right wall.It was easier to see the writing he wrote in ink on that wall with the light shinning on it.He never knew that music would have such a big i pact in his life,that he'd trust a band to keep him alive,but he did,and now that band was broken up and all he had left was the music,memories and merchandise that lived in his room to keep him going.Of course the quotes were his favourite and stood out the most because that's what kept him going,made him feel like he needed to be alive,even if the quote wasn't directed to him but to thousands of other people in his position.

'Promise me,When My Chemical Romance is done,you'll so what it takes to survive.You're strong enough to do it without us.-Gerard Way'

Hallo there!

Sorry this is later at night than usual,I've been having a. Coughing fit which I'm still suffering from and I keep coughing which I'm trying to write.

Any MCR fans here?*raises hand shamelessly*

How was it?Opinions?

Tbh,I've never updated a book every day since uploading it and it feels so strange,but in a good way.

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~Marie

[QOTC:Would you rather be a boyfriend/Girlfriend to one of the boys or go on tour with them?]

[Quote:Fuck everyone who hates you, a smile is the best revenge-Gerard Way]

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