Sanders sides oneshots

short angst part one (emile)

In case you didn't see the announcement i was saying how you can give your favorite side and i ill write angst on them to break some hearts

Ok so i told NotPrincessEmile i would do emile first so here we are! If your favorite is emile this is for you too!

I should probably say he is a suicide hot-line dispatcher cause why not?

Triggers: suicide, panic attacks, screaming, mention of puke,

This will be a shorter one as the title implies j should also mention i know nothing about a hot-line dispatcher so if i offend anyone i am so sorry

Ok now let's start!

Emile was on his last call before he could take a break which he needed today had been a bit much which while not uncommon but it still hurt when a client burst into tears and emile swore he felt like crying himself when someone hung up without him knowing if they would be ok..

He heard a ring and picked up immediately "Hello?" He answered the call

"Emile i, i can't do this anymore" he heard a faint whisper that sounded like it could've broken if the person said anything else

Emile has heard "i can't do this anymore" before the difference? This was his sister..she had looked up to him since she was 4 she wanted to save lives

He felt like he was gonna puke as stress boiled inside him. If he lost his sister, no no he'd talk her out of it she would live

"Em, I'm I'm so sorry i just can't...he left me two hours ago mom is gone i can't deal with this"

That bastard! "Cass, cass listen to me you are so much better then him and deserve more, look can you wait until i get back i can help you in fact your my last call"

"N no you don't understand...i just downed a bottle of advil i wanted to call you to say i, i love you i love you so much" there was a pause "i have about two minutes..I'm sorry"

The line beeped and emile felt like his whole world was collapsing around him, he couldn't breathe they hadn't really been prepared for th is sort if stuff to happen

What was he doing? Emile ran oyt if his office and ran into head of office

"Emile are you alright?" The person looked at him tears had streaked down his face

"Sister...overdose holy shit let me leave!" He yelled

The head of office moved and emile heard them call 911 but he couldn't care, he ran home as fast as he could tears streaming down his face

He kicked the front door and burst into his sisters room

Screams echoed across the neighborhood as emile ran to his sister. Her blonde hair messy and covering her face her skin was pale and she looked so disheveled and upset

The ohone lay in her hand and as emile shakily moved her hair her eyes were closed

He felt for a pulse multiple times on her wrist on her neck wherever there could be a pulse and felt nothing, nothing was beating nothjng was alive

She was gone

Dead. Lifeless. Gone

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That was fun

Uh yeah! Put your favorite side down if you want me to break your heart too

Word count: 569   Including this