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XO

Songfic with the song XO by the eden project so all lyrics go to them

Summary janus has been in a relationship with a very sweet girl but he isn't in love with her as he's gay eventually she leaves him which he appreciates as he doesn't have to break it to her

Triggers lying lying to ones self basically a relationship formed in lies that ends in a failing friendship 

This will be tamer then most thing i write hehe so lets start

"You ready jan?" Remus asked making the guitar he was using hooked up

"We've been practicing for the past 3 hours i think I've got it" janus replied adjusting the microphone

Remus nodded and started playing

"Yeah, she's in love with the concept as if we're all just how she imagined"

"Come on! She's  a beautiful girl and i promise you're gonna love her" his mom persisted shoving janus towards the door. There stood a girl known as hailey

"Cause we're in love but just don't know it yet Well, tell me how I'm supposed to see the magic?" Janus read off the lyrics and kept singing these lines were supposed to relate right?

"Janus please just...give me a chance? Maybe we're in love and just aren't aware yet!" Hailey seem to really want this and while janus saw no magic in this he nodded and gave it a shot

That was his first date it never went well after that but he covered it pretty well so he kept singing

"Cause I don't believe in it no more but I won't tell her Cause I always imagined it's easier if she thinks she won So Imma' let her"

He had fallen out of love so quickly but this girl was so sweet to him and everyone else mind you that he'd just have to wait till she broke up with him

That used to be his mindset maybe breaking up with her at the start would've been better...

"And she said"

"I don't think I love you no more. You never seem to call me lately..." thats what she'd come to discuss? Well better late then never "Girl, I don't think you know me at all Cause I never thought I'd have to say this" janus hesitated before he continued

"No, I don't love you, and I never did look at us burning down in flames for kicks But just know I'm not singing for your XO 'Im just singing 'cause it's over, yeah" those were the exact words he told hailey. So he definitely related to the song now huh

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Came and went like the summertime is that a sunset or sunrise?"

Cry or be relived? Apparently both in janus' case staring at the wall tears seemed to come and go until a flood of light soared through the window and honestly, he had no clue if the sun had risen or set

"Looking back like where'd the time go So much for trying to keep this moving slow" they had moved so fast. Even if janus wasn't attracted to a diffrent gender this would have definitely been something him and hailey looked at

"Cause I don't believe in her no more But I remember. How we talked shit like we knew what we wanted, and I still remember what she said" janus thought to himself in front of a mirror thinking about everything

"I don't think I love you no more! You never seem to call me lately
But I don't think she knew me at all Cause I never thought I'd have to say this But I'm no liar!" Janus didn't emphasize things in songs unless he needed too and the last line he knew he needed too

"And I never hid anything You should've seen it coming to this, just know" he yelled at his mom who seemed so aghast and angry just cause of everything she was more upset then hailey was

"I'm not singing for an EX though I'm just singing 'cause it's over" he finished and remus stopped playing

"Hey we could get a really high mark in this!"

I wrote this very quickly so sorry if there's errors

Its pretty short but i am proud! I like this one

Anyway if you wanna know what happened to hailey i might write something but she is ok she and janus are on good terms  so don't worry about them

Anyway hope you liked it!