Ang YAYA Kong GANGSTER

AYKG 46: It's over

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[ Silver's POV ]

Papakawalan na kita wifey..

Papakawalan na kita wifey..

Papakawalan na kita wifey..

Those words keeps on echoing in my head. I don't know what to do or what to feel.

I wanted to cry when he turned his back but who am I kidding?

My scheme failed and I felt like a thousand bullets shut me straight in my heart.

Yes.. It was all a scheme. A drama to make him believe that I don't love him.

I don't have an amnesia. You're the one who assumes about me having that kind of condition.

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" It's over.." I looked at all of them. We're still here at the rooftop, dumfounded about what had happened ealier.

" Let's go.." I said then walked towards the door.

My friends knew about my scheme. They knew it when I went in my house last time.

They were all there because they taught that me and Seniah are one.

I'm the one who rang the doorbell and told DQ and PG about the truth.

Even my brothers knew about me living and kicking.

They just found out everything when I went there.

I told them not to tell Grey..

Because I want to prove something to myself..

" Silver.." James called out my name.

I looked at him with my bored look.

" Let's do it again. Baka nagulat lang siya kaya niya nagawa yun.." He explained but I can see in his eyes that he's half happy about it but half of it is sad..

" No..He made his decesion already. It's over. We're over.." After I said that I walked away.

I need to breath. I'm so tired. I'm so tired of expecting.

I went to the parking lot and I drove away from that place..

While driving I can't accept the fact that he..

Let go of me..

I smiled bitterly. I don't know where to start but all I know is I need air..

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[ Jame's POV ]

" Ja-james.." nagulat ako ng makita ko si Silver na duguan.

" Wa-wag mong sabihin kay Grey na buhay ako. Ilayo mo ako dito." saad niya sakin. Binuhat ko siya at sinakay sa kotse ko.

Napagdesesyonan kong sa states ko siya ipapagamot. That's why nagpabook agad ako ng flight.

As we arrive at the states I took her to my friend who happens to be a doctor.

Nanginginig ako. Una kasi duguan si Silver at hindi ko alam kung makakaya ba niya. Pangalawa kasi sa saya na buhay pala siya.

Ako ang nag-alaga sa kanya.

Yun yung oras na nandun ako palagi sa tabi niya.

" James.. I want to go back .." wika niya habang pinipilit niyang tumayo..

"Bakit?" Yan lang ang nasabi ko. Kasi alam ko namang siya na naman ang dahilan kung bakit babalik si Silver doon.

" I wanted to see him.."