Ang YAYA Kong GANGSTER

AYKG 9: The past

Chapter 9: The past

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[ Silver's POV ]

Pumasok kami sa isang mabaho,maingay at maraming tao na lugar. Maraming nagsasayaw sa gitna ng dance floor, maraming naghahalikan sa tabi-tabi, may nag-iinuman, in short andito na kami sa bar -_____-. Ang aga-aga pa para magwala 'tong mga 'to. Pagmamay-ari raw 'to nina Yael, paano ko nalaman? Malamang may tenga ako, ako pa ang pinadrive ni 'seniorito' papunta dito, psh!

" Hey, baby. Hmmm " sabi nung babaeng naka bra at short shorts lang kay Grey at ang loko naman ayun naghahalikan na sila sa isang iglap. Tsk! Mga pasaway

" Halika dito Silver " aya sakin ni Michael. Pumunta naman kami dun sa VIP table na nakapalibot ang mga babaeng parang hubot hubad -______-. Ayokong pumunta sa mga lugar na'to eh, kasi baka makapatay ako ng GRO.

" Hey babe " landing sabi nung babae kay Drake at sa isang iglap lang naghalikan na sila. Takte ang laswa!

Agad namang sumugod ang mga babae kina Yael at Michael, kaya pinabayaan ko sila. Pumunta ako sa counter para bumili ng tubig o juice -___- I don't drink alcohol because it's disgusting!

" Water or juice " I commanded the bartender

" Coming right up sexy babe *wink*"

Psh, pasalamat siya at gwapo siya kundi kanina ko pa binasag ang mukha niya. Inikot ko ang paningin ko sa buong bar at may nakita akong tatlong lalaki na nagmamasid kay Grey. I know who they are, tsk! Ang bobo talaga ng mga members ng GT, bakit kaya naka-jacket sila at may tatak na GT sa likod in public. Para katakutan? Naah, I don't think so.

" Here you go Miss Beautiful " sabay abot sakin ng Juice, I smell it and it smells like there's an alcohol in my drink. Papunta na ang tatlong lalaki kay Grey which is nakipaglaplapan pa doon sa gilid, kaya ako na ang tumayo. Hindi pwedeng makita nina Grey at mga kaibigan niya kong paano ko patumbahin ang mga 'to.

Akmang hahawakan na nila si Grey ng binato ko ang isa sa kanila ng hawak kong wine glass. At sapol! Sa ulo talaga tumama, walang nakakita nun kasi maingay at madilim masyado dito sa bar, and they went out maybe to check if his head is bleeding. I followed them and immediately cover my face with my handkerchief, there I saw them talking at the back and it looks like the guy I hit was pissed off. Dapat lang, sino ba namang hindi mabwibwisit pag binato ka ng baso?

" Jerk " I said and they looked at me like they saw an angel/devil Tsk!

" S--K" utal na sabi nung tinamaan ko.

" Die " that's the last word I said and I attack them.

At first hindi sila makagalaw kasi parang ngayon palang nila ako nakita in person, pero gumalaw narin sila nung nasuntok ko ang isa sa mga kasamahan nila. Ang main defence ko ay ang pagsipa sa mga mukha nila gamit ang right foot ko. Nagbitaw ako ng malakas na suntok sa isang lalaki, natumba siya at dumugo ang ilong niya. I looked at the two guys, they were shivering and fear is covering their facial expressions.

Umatake sila at kinuha ko ang kamao nila na tatama sana sa mukha at dibdib ko at agad itong inikot which made them cussed. I smile when I know they're in pain. I kicked their manhood and they scream for pain, and the last part? I punched their faces with my full force, and they spit out blood. Ooh, I love bloods, tinawagan ko si James para linisin ang kalat nato. Tinanggal ko ang handkerchief na nakatakip sa mukha ko and I went back to the bar and saw Grey dancing at the middle.

" Ya*huk*Ya! Sayaw tayo" aya niya sakin.

"tsk! Let's go home" hinawakan ko ang wrist niya at aalis na SANA kami kaso nagpumigil siya.

" NO! I'm staying here! Go home if that's what you want!" sabi niya na pagewang gewang ang pag lakad papunta sa barkada niya.

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[ Someone's POV ]

I finally saw her again, after how many years she's still the girl that I used to know back then. But that's what I've thought, unfortunately she changed ALOT. From being happy go lucky, she became cold as an ice. I know that until now she's still hurt when her parents died. I know, because I witnessed how miserable her life was, how much pain she suffered and how many hope's she wasted.

I never thought  that she will be like that right now. She became more fiercer, more tougher and more prettier. I can't believe that I fall for her so deep. I hope I can mend that wounded heart, I pray that someday I can bring back her smile, and I hope she will let me bring back those broken pieces in her heart.

How do I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

But still, I will love her, with all my heart until the last breath I'll take in this planet.

" tsk! Let's go home " those are the words that I want to tell her. Those words that will perfectly suite to the both of us.

" NO! I'm staying here! If that's what you want! Then go home!" but what if she'll tell me this painful words too? What would I feel? *sigh* I don't know. All I want to do right now is to protect her.

I am her past, and I know she won't comeback looking for me. I know :(

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[ Silver's POV ]

Now playing: Keep holding on by Avril

'You're not alone together we stand,

I'll be by your side, you know what? I'll take your hand

And when it's cold at feels like the end,

There's no place to go,

You know what I won't give in'

My mom used to sing this song to me in order for me to sleep. It was a bright and shiny morning. Our house was full of laughter and voices who are singing. Mom,dad,and kuya always sing this song whenever I'm down.

'Keep holding on,

'coz I know we'll make it through,

Just stay strong,

'coz I'm here for you, here for you'

My tears are starting to fall again, I told them to stay with me but they didn't! instead they walked away and told me to stay in there. If only I was there I might save them, but I'm too young and weak at that time. I saw how dad hugged that innocent kid, I saw mom looking at me and mouthed I love you before she fell down.

" Damn! " I cussed. Not now please, I need to be strong. For them. But how? If they were my only strength. Tomorrow is their  death anniversary and I don't know how to face them, Lolo will be going to the states to check if kuya is okay. So I will be left alone, again. Past is past Silver! Snap out of it!

" Yow! Yaya! *huk* let's go home " sabi ni Grey na kalalabas lang ng bar. I opened the car's door and he went inside. He was puking but I don't care, this is his car though. I started the engine and slowly travel the road.

" Yaya, that was fun huh? Hehehe " sabi niya tapos pahid sa bibig, nakakadiri naman 'to! Hindi ko na siya pinansin at nag focus na ako sa pag dadrive. Hanggang nakauwi na kami, pinabuhat ko na siya sa mga guards niya patungo sa kwarto at sabi nila tapos na raw.

I went to my room, at natulog na. ganito ako pag naaalala ko sina mom and dad. Ano kayang mangyayare bukas sakin? Iiyak na naman ba ako? Sana hindi na, SANA !!

(A/N: ano kayang mangyayari bukas? Sino si mystery person? ABANGAN )

Votes and comments are welcome :)

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