Broken angel

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ℑ𝔱𝔰 𝔪𝔶 𝔣𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔱

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Toby are you ok?

No

Lonely, that's what I was, I was lonely. I looked over at her window her room was dark, the white curtains with yellow flowers on where closed and on her windowsill, slub, her slime was standing I looked over at my bee.

I had been sitting in my bed for the last two days just trying to get up. I couldn't do it, because every time I tried to stand up I remembered how she never can do that. Every time I breathe I feel this pain in my chest. I knew that she would have wanted me to be ok and not care. But how? She was the girl I had loved since I was ten. I had been in love with her for so long and I never had the balls to tell her, and now I would never have the chance. She had been my best friend.

I looked over at my phone, Tommy had blew it up calling and texting but I didn't answer. I couldn't. Instead I texted her

I love you

She would never see it but I had sent it and then my phone dinged I looked over to she a text from her I slowly opens my phone and felt my eyes fill with tears

We know you did, she loved you too Toby

I read the message over and over before closing my eyes and laying my head down on my pillow. And then I blacked out.

{LANI POV}

I walked into Tobys room to see him asleep on his bed his face tear stained and his pillow wet. I sat down next to him and let out a small sob I let the tears fall. I knew how much he missed her, but I missed her too. Toby opens his eyes and saw me crying

"I'm sorry I will go" I muttered before getting up from the bed

"Lani" he whispered I looked over at him, he had his arms open and I let the tears fall before running into his embrace.

"I miss her, and I hate seeing you like this" I cried into his chest he cried too slowly rubbing my back

"Like all sad, because you're happy, you're Tubbo" I looked ups at his glassy eyes

"I just feel like it's my fault" he whispered and I felt my body tense up in anger I looked right into his eyes

"It will never ever be your fault Toby, you where one of the few she loved. Don't ever say something like that again" I looked directly at him with anger filling my voice and then I broke again.

"I'm sorry lani" he answered and I closed my eyes

"Don't be sorry" I smiled before falling asleep with Tobys arms gently wrapped around me.

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{TUBBO POV}

"Hey Tommy" I said into the phone

"Toby are you ok?" He asked I felt my hole body tense up I didn't want to cry

"Tommy, Tommy she died" I whispered and then the tears left my eyes I couldn't hold them any longer

"Oh Toby I'm so sorry" Tommy's eyes where sad his happiness was drained from his face

"She did it, Tommy she did it, she jumped off" Tommy's eyes was filled with tears

"She did it in front of me and I couldn't stop her, I tried" I cried and looked over at Tommy's face on my phone he was crying. He looked stressed

"Holy shit Toby" he said he was pacing around in his room before he sat down on the floor. He was shaking

"I couldn't save her Tommy" I cried I had given up trying to dry my eyes a long time ago

"Promise me you won't do that" Tommy said I felt my stomach hurt.

"Tom I would never" I answered

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