Broken angel

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𝔗𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔠𝔥 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔱

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"They where so many, but so few. So many, but so alone."

I looked at the rain falling down on the outside of the window. I had always loved rain it was so peaceful and so loud at the same time. It made me feel like it was ok to be sad because the sky was sad.

I looked over the go live button on my pc. Both Tommy and Ranboo had told me that I need to try and go back to my normal life. They where both waiting in a vc for me to start the stream, we where going to play bedwars. We had almost never streamed together the three of us. I knew they did it for me. It made me realize that I wasn't alone. I slowly clicked the button and people started to roll inn.

"Hello twitch chat and twitch.tv" I smiled as I switched from the starting soon screen to my face cam and Minecraft

"Today we will be playing bedwars with" I undeffend on discord

"Ranboo and Tommyinnit" I smiled as the boys yelled out a mix of hello and hi. I felt my body fill with a sudden happiness. I had missed not having to think about death

"NO TOMMY WE-, ok" I screamed as Tommy jumped into the void and he died

"HOW COULD I KNOW THAT OUR BED WAS GONNE" he screamed back and I rolled my eyes

"Many because both me and Tubbo died?" Ranboo answered and I laughed.

"Ranboo what, didn't you destroy the bed" I asked as me and Tommy where running away from yellow team

"I tried to but it didn't work" he answered and I saw him standing on top of the pink bed trying to destroy it

"That's our bed dumbass we're pink" he looked up at me as Tommy as I yanked and the call erupted in laughter.

"Ok Twitch chat and Twitch.Tv I think I'm going to end the stream here" I smiled into my face cam and said my goodbyes before ending the stream.

"I think I'm going to leave" I smiled and both Tommy and Ranboo said bye before I disconnected from the call. And as the voices of my friends disappeared from my ears I felt the tears escape my eyes and I took of my headphones slowly falling into my bed hugging onto the pillow. Not bothering to change or brush my teeth.

I cried myself to sleep that night, I don't know why, maybe it was the exhausting feeling of being happy and smiling, maybe it was the fact that she would never be able I laugh again. I don't know, maybe some day I will. But days are long and suddenly they aren't for one anymore but they are still for the one left.