Meera(me) P.O.V
I put my earphones on, and play my favorite song Late Night Melancholy by Rude boy & White cherry as usual before I opened my wattpad on my pc. I click on the create a story button. then it show my story "u can love me" I click twice on the story and check for my latest update view. 19 views. 0 vote. and 0 commend. " there are 19 people read this story and there's no one ever willing to vote! damn! I spend my all night just to wrote this mother fucking story and yet! its useless! no one want to vote!" I said to myself. then I click twice on the episode 22. I read the story again.
with slow music in my ears, I started reading.
'don't you..... want to live with me?" Maya
"no" Jue
"would you.... really leave me?"
"yes" Jue.
I read out loud and my heart start to feel ached. "damn, why I feel like broken" I said. and continue reading.
"u lie! this isn't u! u would never want to leave me! u love me! why are you lying!.." "PANG" my tears began to stagnate. "damn! Im crying" I said.
"this is my decision! for all this time I follow everything u want! I gave u everything u need! then just for this time. PLEASE! respect my decision like I always did!" marah Jue. suaranya terketar menahan sakit di hati. Maya menggosok pipinya yang pedih. "how could u do this to me! I trusted u! I gave u my love! and this what I deserve!?" tengking Maya pula. suaranya turut bergetar menahan marah yang bercampur dengan kecewa. "im sorry, but I deserve better".
my tears began to fall quickly on my cheeks. " what the heck!! I wrote this motherfucking story!! how could I cried toward the story I create my own!!" I said.
"probably because I think it's really her, I felt like I slapped her face. I hurt her" I said. "DAMN YOU MEERA!WHY WOULD U FEEL SORRY! SHE DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE!" I mad at myself. I keep telling myself that she (the real Maya) is no longer my friend. we used to be but not anymore. so stop thinking bout her. she still there. she would never leave. she just never care anymore. im the one that going to leave and move forward or I would stick with the broken heart forever.
-FIN-
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U Can Love Me
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