chapter45

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Taehyung POV.

Me and the others are in our dance room to practice obviously even though jungkook isn't here, We still need to practice

It's break time, I'm sitting on the floor drinking a bottle of water when my phone made a sound of notification

I take out my phone from my pants pocket, I look at what notification it was

Notification
IG
JeonJK97 Posted a story

Its the private acc of jungkook that me,hyungs, family, and other closest friends who knows about the acc

I also have a private acc just like the others, the private acc is what we commonly use

I tap the notification of IG, that's when I regret tapping on it, the story is jungkook with a girl that I don't freaking know who, with a caption lucky girl the heck that means, and also her hands were shown on the screen with a ring on it, on her ring finger

Is that the ring that he bought yesterday?? Was the ring for her?? Did he give that ring?, A lot of questions once again roaming around my head

I could feel that I was on the verge of breaking down so I stand up and run out the dance room towards the restroom I heard someone calling my name but I didn't stop running neither to look back

Once I reach the restroom I close the door and lock it, I slam my back to the door and slide down on the floor

I pull my knee up close to my chest hugging on it and I lay my head on top of my knee while my tears are rolling down from my eyes

Who was that girl?? I don't know her?? Is he going around with different girls?? The shit is happening

Jungkook isn't like this I know him, I trust him, but after that dream I started doubting him

I freaking hate myself for thinking about my boyfriend cheating on me, i know to myself he isn't like that but his actions and the things that I saw are saying different

I don't wanna believe what my brain said because my heart says different, I'm feeling now are mix,sad,confuse,and anger

I love him with all my heart but whenever he is really cheating on without freaking second thought I wouldn't break up with him

Tomorrow I will confront him, I will ask the question that I wanna ask him , I wanna clear my mind, I don't want to over think

I don't fucking care if it is our anniversary tomorrow, I'm hurt and confuse I just wanna clear it all first, and I'm damn sure he doesn't remember it is our anniversary tomorrow

"Just stay strong tae you can do it" I said to myself lifting my head up and pull myself off the floor

I walk to the sink and look at my reflection through mirror my cheeks are wet with tears my eyes is slightly red

I flash a water to my face and take a napkin that's om the wall and wipe my face using it

After drying my face I look to the mirror and smile more like force smile "tae you can do it " I said to myself again

Trying to gain more confident for myself, cuz I have been so insecure of myself

After awhile looking, I walk to the exit of the building and called a cab I wear my mask that was in my pocket

When my cab arrive I sit inside, I text jin hyung saying that I will be back first cuz I'm really tired, I know it's a lame excuse cuz we are all tired I just don't have any other excuses to make

I also told hyung to bring my bag he said okay, I said thank you to him after that I turn of my phone and put it in my pocket, then I look up to see where I am

I'm near the dorm, I just look out the window trying hard not to shed any tears inside the cab

Once the car stop infront of our dorm I payed and said thank you then walk out of the car and walk inside the building to our dorm

After making it inside the dorm I run to my shared room with jungkook, I lay down to my bed and curled in to a ball

I close my eyes with tears rolling down on my cheeks, after awhile a felt myself going to sleep

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