chapter23

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Taehyung pov.

"I'm sorry" jungkook said softly

"Sorry for what?" I ask him confuse to why is he saying sorry

"Sorry for what I did, sorry for hurting you, sorry for making you cry, sorry for all my mistakes I made I'm really sorry please forgive me tae" jungkook said

He's looking directly to my eyes his eyes were full of tears I can tell that he was trying to hold of his tears

"Jungkook if this is what you want to talk about just don't continue cause I'm done with it because it already happened you can't change anything you already hurt me  so stop already I'm leaving" I said

I was about to stand up ready to leave when he hold my wrist tightly I turn and look at him

"What?" I ask annoyed I just want to leave

"Just stay I little bit just listen to me please tae" jungkook said begging

I pull my hand from his grip then I return to were I was sitting awhile ago

"Hmm.. okay " I said nodded

"Tae listen to me  I already know the plan of Lisa and jennie and I know that you know about it but why you didn't tell me?" Jungkook said trying not to sound angry

" Then what if I didn't tell you? What is wrong with that? Even if I told you or not it will not change anything it will not change that you cheated on me,do you know how hard it was to act that I didn't know anything,

I didn't tell you anything because I waited that you will tell me on your own then apologize to me telling me that it was just mistake you didn't mean it that you love me not her then I will just forgive you jungkook because I really loved you,

but it didn't Happened that day when I ask you already it's because i can't hold it anymore that's why I already ask you but now I don't know if I can still forgive you " I said with tears already falling from my eyes I can't hold the tears anymore it just falling by its own

"Tae I'm really sorry I was just really confused back then it was like I don't know if I was a gay or if I just can't accept that I was gay " jungkook said lowering his head

"WHAT?? You can't accept that you were gay so is that mean that you were regretting that you loved me I don't even know if you ever love me or did you regret that I became your boyfriend" I shouted at him I was really pissed did he really regret everything about us

"No.no that not what I mean tae,I didn't regret that I loved you tae I didn't regret you as a boyfriend I didn't regret I little bit about us tae when you became part of my life was the best gift that God gave me I was really happy ,

I didn't know what I was thinking back then that I put first finding out my real gender than thinking about the present of you and me together,

I'm really sorry tae and also because I really want to have a baby tae it was my dream to have my own child my own blood but I know that you can't get pregnant that's why even I know that what I making is a mistake I didn't stop because I really want to have a child and i also thought that if she get pregnant then I will broke up with here then we can just take the kid from her then we can live happy family you,me and the child tae " jungkook said looking at me

I look at him more pissed than before

"Are you hearing what you're saying jungkook are you insane from finding out your real gender to making a girl pregnant then take the kid from her then brake up with her try to think jungkook if it wasn't a plan of Lisa and jennie  what if it was other girl what if she really love you what if she really love the child then you will just leave her after getting what you want omg god jungkook I can't believe you you can't do that how dare you just think about your happiness not thinking about other feelings YOUR HEARTLESS JUNGKOOk,

you Know jungkook all of this from you wanting to know what is your real gender to wanting to have a child we can talk about this back then I would listen to everything you will say we can decide it together if you came to me and tell me about this before deciding to cheat on me all of this wouldn't happened jungkook all of this have a better solution than of cheating after knowing this all I don't know if i can't forgive you" I said anger visible in my voice I really can't believe in his words how can he do that

"Tae wait please I'm really sorry just one last chance" jungkook said

"No jungkook I'm leaving I will going back to my ro-"

"To where??to your room you want to go back to your room so you can go back to yoongi hyung am I right?" Jungkook said jealousy visible in his words

"Yes why?? Is that a problem?" I ask him annoyed I just really want to leave already

"No you will not going back to your room you will stay here" he said then he grab my wrist holding it tightly

"Jungkook let go it hurts,you can't tell me what to do,I would rather choose to be with yoongi hyung than you", I said trying to free my wrist from his grip but he just make it More tighter

"No I won't let you go,tell me taehyung the truth what is between you and yoongi hyung?? Are you two dating??" I just froze to what he just said

Cause I don't know what to answer him

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