The Cheater ( Taekook)

chapter46

Taehyung POV.

I heard noises out of my room, I slowly sit up on my bed and rub my eyes

I just stare at the wall infront of me, still processing the things thate happened, I can feel my eyes being heavy maybe because of  I cried too much

Then I heard a knock on my door "tae, your up? Dinner is ready, tae!" I heard yoongi hyung voice from the other side

"Yes hyung" I said my voice sounded to hoarse maybe cause of the crying, also my throat hurts

"Good come down" he said then I heard foot step walking away my room

I stand up and walk to the bathroom, I wet my face and look at the mirror, my eyes are red and puffy, the I wipe my face with my dry towel

"Don't think so much tae" I said walking out of the bathroom and room to Walk down towards the dining area

I see them all talking and eating i slowly sit down to the vacant seat beside yoongi hyung

"Ohh tae your here, are your all right?? Your bag is in the living room" jin hyung spoke with a worried look

"I'm fine hyung don't worry, also thank you" I said then starting eating i could feel their eyes on me but I ignore it

After eating i stand up bring my plate to the kitchen, and walk out,I was walking back upstairs when I heard someone called my name

"Tae" I heard jin hyung said I turn around I look at him his walking towards me "yes hyung??" I look at him with questionable look

"Are sure your fine??your voice is much hoarse and your yes are red and puffy, tell me did you cry??" Jin hyung ask looking at me with worries on his eyes

"Yes hyung I'm totally fine, I just watched a drama, the story was too sad that's why I cried, so don't worry hyung I'm really fine" I said with a small smile

"Okay, but if your not fine tell me okay, I'm here for you we are here for you tae" he said smiling with his hands on my shoulder I nodded and smile

"Thanks hyung I will just go back to my room" I said he just nodded, before going back to my room I went to get my bag in the living room then I walk up to my room

I lay down on my bed staring up to the ceiling, after awhile staring up I decided to check my phone

I reach my phone on my night stand, where I put my phone awhile ago when I reach the dorm

I turn on my phone and look at the message to see if any messages from jungkook but none, then I check the instagram the private account

I saw that he had jungkook a new story I tap on his profile, just to see 5hours ago photo of him and the jane girl THE HECK!!! It just a hour after he posted the other one

He didn't bother to message me but he had time to post a story with girls, nice!!

I feel tears in my eyes again but I wipe it instantly, I turn of my phone, putting it back where it was a minute ago

"If he doesn't want to talk to me then I don't want to talk to him either" I said myself

There are still tears falling from my eyes but I wipe it in instantly "he doesn't deserve my tears" I said to myself again

I just don't know how?why?
How can he do this to me??
Why does he need to hurt me this much?

I just wanted to stop this pain, but I can't because I love him, I can't see my life without him

They're still a part of me saying he isn't cheating, that he can't do that to me, but how can I believe that

I wanted to believe it but I.. I don't know, maybe I just misinterpret all maybe they're just friends right? Right!!

I should trust him right? Right!!, He love me right? Right!!

I trust him, I know he can't do all this, but I saw it with my two eyes, but what If I misunderstand it,

All of this can be cleared if I talk with jungkook, tomorrow I will really talk to him

I turn to look at a black box on the night stand beside my phone, I smile looking on it "should I bring it tomorrow?" I ask myself, but I just turn my head looking at the ceiling thinking again

After a lot of thinking I decided to sleep, cuz my head is starting to get hurt, I slowly close my eyes and all went black