The Cheater ( Taekook)

chapter41

Taehyung POV.

When jungkook walk away from  the dining area the hyungs turn their gaze towards me with frown on their face

"Tae did you and jungkook fight??" Hoseok hyung ask me I just shook my head to him then look down at my plate

"Then what's with him?" I heard jimin hyung voice, I myself doesn't know what's happening to him

" I don't know hyung" I said almost whisper then the room went silent no one talk still no sounds of utensils also no sounds of someone moving

We are all confused of what's with jungkook, he never raise his voice to me even though  he is in a bad mood or he's stress

I slowly stand up from the chair still not looking up "I'm done eating hyung thank for the foods, also I will just talk to him good night" I said then walk away from there

I walk slowly upstairs, I feel nervous of how I will talk to him, also I feel hurt really hurt

If ever he's really cheating "bullshit tae he's cheating on you, you saw it with your two damn eyes" I said to myself while walking upstairs

"But that's not enough evidence yet" I said to myself once again

I didn't even realize when I was at the top stair already because of the thoughts that was around my mind

I slowly approach the door of mine and jungkook room, when I was in front the room I hold the handle

I feel cold breeze flow to my body  making me froze to my spot when I heard the voice inside the room talking with someone else on the phone

"Thank you so much jane talk to you tomorrow love u good night" I heard jungkook voice, I can't move my body

It's like I was been put inside a freezer I felt my hand went cold also my feet more like my whole body went cold

I felt water drop to my wrist that's when I realized I was crying, that's when I felt the pain inside my heart, that's when my legs felt jelly

Like any second I will fall on the floor, that's when I confirmed my boyfriend is really cheating on me

That's when I realized my dream and fear just came true

"Tae stay strong you can do it" I give encouragement to myself even though I know it wouldn't help me a little bit

Should I confront him already?? Should I tell him that I know he's cheating?? Should I break up with him?? Can I take it?? Can I live without him??

A lot of questions are inside my head but neither of them I have the answer

I don't know what to do, cuz any wrong decision I make, it will ruin everything

I'm scared but I'm hurt
I'm scared being alone
I'm scared leaving him
I'm scared of not being with him
I'm scared when I'm not with him

But I'm also hurt
I'm hurt of all what his doing to me
I'm hurt because of all what is happening
I'm hurt because he's cheating to me
I'm hurt knowing he have some else he love

I don't know how long I been standing in front of our door, I just realized it when I heard voice behind me,I know it was yoongi hyung

"Tae??" I turn to look at him, when he saw my face he instantly pull me for a hug that's when I break down

I hug him back "tae it's okay everything will be okay" he said repeatedly to me I just cry in his arm

"Tae tell me what happened??did you already talk to him" hyung ask I froze I don't know what to tell him

Should I say the truth to him or should I lie

"Tae" I heard him call me once again he rub my back for more comfort

"Nothing hyung" I said pulling away from the hug wiping my tears

"Are you sure tae?? I know something is bothering you if you're ready to tell I'm always here to listen to you" hyung said I nod "yes hyung thank you" I said trying to smile

He also smile back but I know he know thay my smile wasn't genuine "your welcome tae go sleep, it's almost late already good night" hyung said

He kiss my forehead before heading to his room, then I turn around to face our room

Debating to enter or not

What worse can happen??