The Cheater ( Taekook)

chapter 19

Jungkook pov.

Both of them were shock to see me

"Jungkook,what are you doing here I thought your going back to your dorm?" Lisa said nervously standing up to come near me

"Why so nervous babe?" I said also coming near her "wh-what are you saying?" Lisa said suttering

"STOP!!" I shouted both of them startled looking at me with wide eyes

" Stop this acting of both of you,now I know the truth,so you plan all of this both of you??" I ask them both

No one answers me "ANSWER ME!!! IS THIS BOTH OF YOUR PLANS??" i shouted once again

"Y-yes" both of them answer" so from the start you really didn't love me?" I ask Lisa looking at her eyes she just nodded

"Because of your both stupid plan i lost taehyung because of you he was hurt because of he was crying and it's all because of you both how can you do that??" I said glaring at both of them

Jennie stand up from the bed walking near me then I just felt my cheeks hurt,the heck she slapped me I raised my hand to slap her too but she hold it he looked at me with anger

" So now your accusing me that because of me my brother was hurt??? Hahaha are you kidding jungkook, it's not because of me it's because of you" Jennie said anger visible in her voice she let go of my hand

"Why would it be my fault??,if both of you didn't plan of this if you didnt when lisa didn't plan to seduce me,I'm happy with taehyung right now" I said looking at her anger in my eyes while I'm looking at her

Lisa came beside Jennie before Jennie can speak Lisa bit her with that

"Are you really that stupid jungkook,yes I would admit that it's are plan,yes that I seduce you,but I didn't force you to leave taehyung because I didn't force you in anything jungkook it was your own decisions,it was all because of you,

you can just ignore me but you didn't jungkook,we were just trying you if you are the right one for taehyung or not but guess what your not,you cheated to him,you leave him you hurted him it's all because of you" Lisa said then slapped me 

I look at both of them and process what Lisa said, she's right it all because of me I can just ignore her but see what I did, stupid of me to accus someone else just because of my stupidity

I look down a tear slip my eyes then I look both of them then I go grap my phone that's bedside of the bed

I looked back at them"stay strong both of,bye" after that I turn around and I run down the building to my car

I seated in my car I pulled my hair stupid me why I didn't realize it more Early
Why did I realiz it when it's already late

"MY GODDDD!!!! FUCK ME HOW CAN I BE THIS STUPID", I shouted then punch the steering wheel

It doesn't hurt because I figure out that lisa didn't really love it doesn't hurt because I found out there plan but it does hurt because of how stupid of me to cheated to tae how stupid of me to hurt the one I love

Yes I really love taehyung I don't know if I really love lisa but I know I loved taehyung and I still love him

It was just that time I was still confused of my sexuality I didn't know if I'm really gay  straight I was truly confused

Or I just can't accept I was gay, taehyung was my first relationship with a boy, that's why I was still not sure I was really confused

That's why when i wake up that day after the party and saw Lisa naked beside me I thought I was straight I thought that what me and taehyung has it was just because I'm just confused

I thought that day I was sure I'm straight when lisa me started talking more and started dating I really thought that  I'm straight

But then when taehyung find out that I was cheating at him it change I was again confused

when the thought of taehyung crying because of me the thought of him suffering because of me it really hurts but because of my stupidity and super blind of my confusion

I didn't mind it I thought it will just disappeared but then when i see taehyung with yoongi hyung the pain was adding more and more it really hurts

Because of my stupidity I lost someone I love because of confusion I lost someone that is important to me