Dark Poems by my brain

It Isn't Until Then That I Realize

I can be surrounded

By people who claim

That they will always be there

But

It isn't until they leave

That i realize

I was alone from the start

I can be surrounded

By so called family

That is supposed to be there

But

It isn't until they judge

That I realize

They were only there to criticize me

I can be surrounded

By a lot of people

Because I am a social person

But

It isn't until everyone leaves

At the end of the day

That I realize

I am alone again

I'm scared of being alone

But

No one knows that other than me

I can be surrounded

By darkness

But

It isn't until I cry

That I realize

I need to be saved before it's too late

I can be surrounded

By people

And put on a fake smile

But

It isn't until they see through me

And leave

That I realize

I will always be alone in the dark