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by Levi_Co

by Levi_Co

TW: cutting, depression, thoughts of suicide
Do not read if you know you'll be triggered, you have been warned! On the upside of this... there will be another section at the bottom from yours truly.

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One, Two, Three
I'm not ok
But red is pretty

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It stings
But it's satisfying

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No one will notice
No one will care

One day
I'll disappear
In a matter of
One two three

One two three
I need help
But I'm scared
What if...?

What if they leave?
What if they can't handle it?
What if they WANT me
To disappear?
I'm scared

One two three
It hurts
Hot tears running
Heart aching

I promised I wouldn't
But here I am
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I should stop
But it's addicting

One two three
People yelling
Not understanding
The monsters I have to battle

One two three
Maybe it's a punishment?
Maybe I deserve this?
Maybe this was meant to be?

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Friends that love me
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Steps to getting help
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Steps towards loving myself

I got this far
Why stop now?
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Steps to living
Why end it all?

Things I thought
I had to do myself
I found out I didn't
And it only took
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Clicks to figure it out

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Steps to the right direction
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Reasons to love myself
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Steps to freedom
From the binds that keep me bound
In the abyss that's called
My mind

One two three
I am finally free

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Hey guys! Just letting you know.... YOU ARE VERY LOVED! IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE NOT I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL YOU GET TIRED OF ME! It's a scary world out there but there are people out there that want to help. If you need someone to talk to I am here, I've been through my own rough patch and I know not everyone is the same, but I will try my dang best to make you smile, I will try my best to make you feel loved because everyone deserves it. No one deserves to go through anything alone, everyone needs a little push in the right direction. And if I can give you that push, then dangnabbit where the hell are you? I'm standing right here waiting for you, take my hand, and I'll help you through that obstacle in your life as much as I can😊I love you all!😘😘