✨Stray Kids✨...Requests Are Always Open

💜Secret Admirer {K.SM}

You and Seungmin always had a special connection, he just got along with you better than he did with anyone else, even his bandmates didn't know him as well as you did, and you always prided yourself in that, you felt special that he trusted you so much. You knew everything from his favorite color, to he's deepest secrets. He trusted you so much, he cared for you so much.

One day, he finally concluded that, he liked you, no, not just liked, he loved you. With his whole heart. He would lay in bed at night and go over all the interactions the two of you had that day, sometimes cringing at something he said, or did. He wanted to tell you, he really did, but he couldn't, he was so scared, you meant the world to him, so instead, he came up with the cliché idea to write you a poem and stick it in your locker without singing his name. He'd get his feelings out and keep his friendship stable with you. He sat down at night, at his desk, pulled out a pen, and started writing:

My Love, to me you are perfect

If only you knew how much I really cared

You have a certain effect on me

But I didn't think I'd be bothered so much on how we got along, or fared

Unfortunately for me, I can't control my heart, my mind

However, my feelings are something I wish I could change

Why must you be so unintentionally unkind?

I know it's not your fault though, to my own outrage

It's because I am enable to express my feelings in a way you truly understand

Although we're young, I know this feeling is real

So, to you, my Love, I'm reaching out my hand

Because whenever I'm with you, the feeling is surreal

You mean so much to me

And I wish you could see

He mental (and physically) cringed at the poem, it was true to his heart, but somehow seeing it all on paper made him feel like he violated you in some way, thinking about you in such a light, so bluntly. The thought of calling you "Love" made his heart race and cheeks burn up. Oh, how he wished he could call you it in person.

"Hey Love, how was your day?"

"Is everything all right Love?"

He wanted to be the person you loved, but for now, this poem would have to do.

-------The Next Day------------

Seungmin had folded the paper up nice and decorated the enveloped with hearts. He gathered all his courage and walked up to your locker and gently placed the enveloped inside.

"Oh, Hey Minnie."

Shit, shit, shit. Seungmin turned around to see no one else but you, standing behind him. You had seen him put the poem inside your locker, and Seungmin was freaking out.

"If you had something to give me, you could have just handed it to me silly!" You gave him a sweet smile and a little giggle. Seungmin's face was flushed, and he was breaking out in a cold sweat, heart beating out of his chest.You opened your locker and the envelope fell out, covered in pink, red, and purple hearts

."U-uh I c-c-can um, explain."You sweetly picked it up, while Seungmin tried to grab it away from you, you pulled back, preventing him from doing so. You opened the envelope and pulled out the neatly folded paper.

"P-please d-d-don't" Seungmin's voice came just above a whisper, but it was too late, your eyes were already scanning the page, your own face heating up.

"Is t-this for me?" You said in disbelief. Seungmin couldn't looking you in the eye, he just nodded, looking down.

You hugged him

It took Seungmin a moment to process what was happening, why were you hugging him? 

"I love you Kim Seungmin."

And that's how it all started.

This was my first imagine, I really tried, tell me what you think!

Have a great day/night!

-Author-shi