The Rejected Daughter

Chapter 5:Panic Attack

"Yeah your eyes are the same brown as Morgan's and Tony's now that I think about it" he said taking a sip of his beer

"I'm sorry I need to go" I said setting my drink down and stubbling to get away from here. I can't have him know or anyone else I don't want their pitty, I couldn't see straight and everything was blurry I felt like I couldn't breath. I saw the stairs and walked to the stairs before I felt someone touching my shoulders

"Hey you alright" the person said. I looked and saw it was mom, I just shook my head "Okay lets get you upstairs" she said helping me up the stairs and leading me up into my room

We got in my room and I just fell to the floor holding my head "Hey you need to talk to me" she said holding my face making me look at her

"I-I c-c-can't breath" I said tears forming in my eyes "Nobody can know" I felt my breathing get shallow

"Hope we can talk about that later but I need you to listen to my voice" she said worried "Hope focus on me think about how much fun we had when its just us, how we have girls nights and watch movies for days" I was looking into her eyes to focus on her voice like she told me too

"And we have pillow fights and make sundaes" I said laughing a little "A-And we make the best of lives" I was seeing clearly now and what ever just happened was passing

"Are you feeling better?" mom asked worried rubbing my cheek with her thumb

"Yeah I just don't know what came over me" I said looking down

"Hey its fine" she said picking my head back up "I know you don't want them to know but maybe its good they know"

I looked into her eyes confused "No if they know the truth they will pitty me, they will think I'm a poor case that needs help and I don't need it" I said looking at her

"No one will pity you they just want the truth" she said giving me a smile

"Maybe one day but I can't right now I want to get to know him first for who he really is and who Morgan is" I said smiling back "Can you tell everyone that I'm going to sleep I don't want to go back down there" I got up and walked over to my closet pulling out shorts and a shirt

"Of course hon call me if you need to talk" mom said walking out of my room

I took a shower and changed, I sat on my bed and pulled out the picture of mom and dad. I traced my fingers over it "Mom I know I never met you and Nat is doing an amazing job but I miss you and I wish I had more time with you" I said starting to cry "I just want everyone to know the truth I want dad to know the truth and I wish he never left us alone"

I laid down on my back and put the photo on my chest as I cried more "I would never hate a child but I wish I could be Morgan right now growing up with our dad, him being there through all the tough moments. I just want that but I didn't get it and I never will" I sat up and moved to the top of the bed were I laid down under the covers and laid the picture next to me looking at it as I drifted off to sleep

When I woke up the picture was on the nightstand, I looked at it before getting up and putting it back in the drawer. I went into the bathroom and got ready, I put on some jeans and a simple t-shirt. I walked out and down to the kitchen where everyone was eating breakfast "Morning" I said giving them all a smile

"Morning sorry if I scared you off yesturday" Steve said handing me a plate of pancakes

"No its fine it was me" I said taking the plate and moving over to the table

"I won't ask anymore questions if that makes you feel better" he said sitting across from me

"I'm an almost open book so ask away" I said looking at them all

"Cool" and "Okay" I heard a few people say but then this guy with silver hair walked into the room and if I do say so he is kinda cute

"Whos this?" the silver hair man asked

"I'm Hope, Nat's daughter" I said standing up and shaking his hand. When our hands touched there was a spark that went off, "Sparky" I giggled when I said that

"No I'm fast not eletric" he said giving me a smile

"Noted" I smiled back, his eyes were warm but calming. They were a beautiful blue that could probably calm anything or anyone down

"Excuse me" mom said causing me to turn around, I could my face getting red. I could tell I was blushing, I put my hand over my face and mumbled into it

"Well what do you guys always pick on someone here?" I asked looking at them all, they were all staring at me. "Like is there nothing better to look at" I had a little sass in my tone before a smile crept on my face causing everyone to start laughing

"Hope Tony wants to see you in the lab" Jarvis said, the voice came out of the walls. It sounded more like it came out of the ceiling but it also filled the room

"Okay well I'll go see what the Genius, Billionaire, Playboy, Philanthropist wants" I said leaving the kitchen and walking down to the lab

Hello everybody I am writing another story if you want to go give it a try, a little description is down below.  I'm currently getting a lot of chapters edited so you won't have to wait long to find out whats happening in the book

Your Tony's sister and nobody knows about you but what happens when you fall in love with Captain America and your big brother doesn't approve

When your whole existence is a secret and nobody knows u you live in the attic of stark tower but what happens when a certain avenger gets curious and finds your room how will it play out and what will Tony do in the end while he is trying to protect you

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"Steve" I dropped my head. Remembering Anya is painful I didn't even get 5 minutes with her before Yelena had to take her away from me.

"Stop playing games" he snapped causing me to flinch.

"I'm sorry" I dropped my head to the floor, letting it hang "I lost her" I let slip out of my mouth, breaking into sobs

"You lost who?" Steve asked worried getting down on the floor, looking up into my red, puffy eyes

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"Why worry I'm nothing but a pest in your way" I tilted my head to the side looking him straight in the eyes again

"Your not a pest and I will always worry about you no matter what, you are my sister." I could tell he truely meant it again but I couldn't stand this anymore

"No I'm not, I have no family anymore. You left me and you sent me away to a father who cares what I can do and only that so please leave" I pointed to the door letting the venom in my voice lace every word that left my mouth

"NO you need to let it out and talk to me this is what you really need and if you don't believe that now you will someday when this is past and your happy in Steve's arms again" Tony had a smile on his face

"Your dad" I said looking at him narrowing my eyes

"What the hell does that mean?" he asked more confused than ever

"Hey believe what you want but I know the truth and that is your Howard and don't know how to be anything different" I felt something in my heart break more

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