just one kiss [ yeonbin ]

nine

soobin flipped through the pages, giggling every now and then.

September 12, 20XX
mom gave me this notebook as a present!! why? because it's my seventh birthday! mom said i'm a big boy now. 
 
 
   
January 24, 20XX
beomgyu was so mean to me :< i'm older than him but WHY does he always tease me. he won't even call me hyung! 
 

 
soobin laughed, he could picture yeonjun's pout and creased brows. 
  

 
February 10, 20XX
we have a new classmate! we rarely have someone new in our class. and it was.....
  
 
 
 
A BOY! A CUTE BOY! i'm sorry yeji, i think he's cuter than you : > aND AND HE HAS DIMPLES ON BOTH CHEEKS!!
  
 

soobin suddenly remembered his first day when he transfered on a new elementary school, where he met yeonjun.
  
 

"h-hi i'm choi soobin, i'm from ansan. please be nice to me!" little soobin greeted the class.

"you could sit beside yeonjun, yeonnie please raise your hand." the teacher said and a boy raised his arms excitedly, he was smiling and soobin could see a space between his teeth. soobin giggled at that. 
 
 
"hi! i'm yeonjun! and i'm a choi too!" yeonjun said when soobin sat beside him.

the tall boy laughed again at the memory. if only he had a phone to capture yeonjun's smile back then, he could use it to tease the older. 

February 14, 20XX
valentines means more chocolate! mom gave me heart chocolates earlier, she said i could give some to my friends.

i did gave some to my friends but i gave the most to beomgyu, soobin and of course yeji! hehe i may or may not have a crush on her.
  
 
 
again, the tall boy remembered that time when yeonjun couldn't stop talking about yeji back then in elementary. but it was all a cringey memory now. 
 

soobin skipped a few pages because it all consists of yeonjun's rant about him, yeji or beomgyu in elementary and some doodles here and there.
 

March 28, 20XX
high school finally ended! bin and i finally graduated!
 
 

the next pages we're empty, soobin kept on flipping the pages until he saw again another entry. it was odd, there's no date.
  
 

what the fuck. i think i had a puppy crush on soobin.
 
 
 
"what the fuck.." soobin was not that shocked about the fact that yeonjun likes him but he was shocked that yeonjun had a small crush on him since they graduated high school?

he continued reading the next pages, the date was just recently.

 

March 04, 20XX     
it's been a while since i write here huh. well, i just wanted to let out this thoughts and feelings of mine again. i feel a lot more safer writing here than talking to beomgyu because there's 99.8% chance that he'll tell soobin, so nO. NO TALKING BEOMGYU.
   
 
it's about soobin. we're best friends for a long time but i feel weird around him. every little thing he do had some weird feeling or impact or whatever in me.
  

soobin was a blushing mess since then.

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date: 02-21-21