Overwhelming Emotions

memory lane

All I have left is fragment visions of the time we shared

nobody waits for me anymore

nobody has any memory I used to exist

and if they did it wouldn't be of the person I am

pacing up and down the lane

my feelings buried under the pavement

sprouting flowers from my sadness

I let my imagination overcome the memories

forcing it into the perception I want it to be

sculpting you into the man I wish you were

I should've known addiction is tricky

your gone and I fear I'll never be happy 

all I hold now is these half-alive memories 

I keep on replay

maybe one day it won't be a fantasy, I'll be healthy