Cordelia

37.

-CORDELIA POV-

I felt like a huge weight was picked up off my shoulders crying and spill everything to caiden made me feel better after I told him everything we stayed inside all day he was making me clear my mind and form the was legs was shaking yesterday I can say there was nothing on my mind.

we were walking down Paris streets on our way to a lovely cafe caiden told me about he said he went there before when he was on a trip here "so is the treat here as good as you say," I asked him while swinging our connected hands back and forth

"yes every treat in Paris amazing doll,"  he said "good because im really hungry," I said walking on the side of the rode

"you're always hungry,"  he said and I rolled my eyes yes I am always hungry but that, not the point I cant wait to try all these treats hehe

"so just out of curiosity do you know the prince," I asked him and I know it stupid but I really wanna know "if you're asking if I know the prince of England because im British that is just rubbish," he grunts out making me laugh

"well I just wanted to know," I said I wasn't really paying attention I was focusing on the straight line I was walking in I was pulled into caiden chest and I smacked him he messed up the line

"hey why you do that," I asked him and he rolled his eyes " for someone who a mafia princess you are so oblivious,"  he said and I shoved his shoulder

he was right when im around him I dont care for anything just me and him "it is your fault whenever im with you I just dont care anymore like nothing is better all it matter is being here with you and one day that might get me in trouble," I said honestly

"you do the same for me love you, do something to me and im not complaining,"  he said truthfully making my face have a slight hint of red

"neither am im if im gonna have you save my oblivious ass all the time," I said letting his hand go and doing a spin he got mad at that he grabbed my hand harshly and pulled me against him

"your gonna rip my hand off idoit," I yelled at him and he let out a grunt "dont let me go then,"  he said and I smiled at him he so cute with abandonment issues

we walked side by side and we finally made it to the cafe I could feel myself getting so excited I just wanted those treats ou I cant wait "calm down love," I heard caiden say

"I am calm im just excited and hungry you dont feed me you monster," I sighed im lying he feeds me all the time he dead ass feed me like every five seconds

"shut up,"  he said and I shook my head no but I stayed quiet that how much control he has over me is that even healthy well I dont know and dont care

"bonjour bienvenue que pouvons-nous vous offrir aujourd'hui," the man at the counter asked as we walked in

(hello welcome what can we get you today)

I looked down at the treats they all looked s fucking good it isn't fair I couldn't pick one "can you order for me please," I asked caiden and he nodded

"donnez-moi des Macarons Croissants. Flan pâtissier scones et muffins beignets Fraisier Pâtisseries du petit déjeuner," caiden said to the employ oh lord everything he names sounds so good he sounds so good speaking french it was sexy

(give me some Macarons Croissant. Flan pâtissier scones and muffins donuts Fraisier and Breakfast pastries)

"d'accord, donnez-nous une minute, s'il vous plaît," the empoley said walking away from us

(okay give us a minute please)

I looked around more this was so pretty here ugh this was the life I looked at caiden to see he was texting away on his phone he seems stress  like there something wrong im no upset or anything but after we talked I was hoping he opens up to but I guess I have to wait till he ready I can't rush him

you know thinking about it I haven't talked to my family when I called them earlier they rushed me off the phone there something wrong with my family but we knew that

we paid for our treats and headed to the library my mother told us to go to I was quite excited

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this place is amazing it was like a Disney movie princess library I loved it we picked out books we were sitting in a chair near a window caiden was reading poems to me as I played with his hand

"they say the loveliest angels make the cruelest demons and my darling you were so kind and beautiful before they dragged you to hell," he said lowly his voice was like a drug to me I was addicted to it

"maybe we are soulmates... except, this lifetime didnt allow it," he said each word he says dive deep into me

I have never in my life feel like this before when im with him he makes me so happy I feel like im high every time we touch or even stand next to each other it hard to say but I know for sure im in love with him I hope the feeling is the same

we walked around the library after reading a bit we came across some pictures I started smiling when I noticed my parents we had our picture taken adding it right next to my mom and dad I took a picture of it and saved it to my phone

we left the library and walked around more I felt like caiden was being distanced the air around us seem fresh but it was like he was in another world

I really want to be with caiden I mean all of him I dont know maybe there something wrong or could be stupid but I should ask

"Are you okay," I ask him "not really im sorry love I found out some things about my family, and im trying to figure out how to handle it," he said oh shit that was easy

"what is it about," I asked him hoping I could help "no need to worry doll I will tell you soon we have a big day tomorrow, " he said and I looked at him confused

what the fuck is tomorrow

"okay whatever let go eat im starving,' i said the treats were so good but it was time for mama to have some dinner

we got dinner it was streak and mac and cheese it was really good when we got to the hotel we order more food cause I eat like im eight people just after we showed and head off to bed well not before he decided to kick my ass cause I kept pinching his nipples

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this chapter is short  and dry because tomorrow is gonna be longer also im tired as hell

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